ira ; doryy ; hikuii ♥

2010-05-18T16:28:00.002+08:00

anyeong !

alhamdulillah . i passed my geog and mother tongue , left with literature . that makes me super nervous . :/

ohya , sorry dear readers that these days i post about exams' results coz i think thats all i can talk about (?) not much happened these days . yeah , my life is dry i know .

woahh . im growing fat . today , i ate a plate of nasi goreng and then i ate maggie :o i've never done this before .

and my pimple is still developing eventhough exams are over . -.-

ohya , i may be updating more in my tumblr now compared to my blog but i'll make my blog similar to my tumblr . sometimes more stories in tumblr . however , dont even bother about tumblr so much okay ? i'm still making this blog alive , insyallah . this is my tumblr add :
http://thatlil-shawty.tumblr.com/

ah , babyfreeze agyk ! kan tgan da sakit :P

alrite , nothing else to talk about . shall leave :)

-i wanna play cool but im losing you..
ira; doryy; hikuii ~

2010-05-17T16:13:00.002+08:00

anyeong :)

alhamdulillah . i passed my math and science :) eng paper 2 , passed :)
i hope i pass my geog , and literature .
okay , need an 'a' for mother tongue , seriously :o

okay , i spent $50 just on 2 dresses and 2 cardigans . whatthehellhell ? yeah , i wanna buy highcut shoes or gladiators and need a belt . hmm .. no time to buy . Lol .

i got a new plant ! :) mint plant . maybe mum's gonna get a rose plant . yeay ! *jumpsaround*

i seriously want that waterbottle ! kay , lol .

done talking , bye .

-you made it hard for breathing while we're kissing . im loving it tht way tho ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-05-14T11:40:00.002+08:00

anyeong .

woahh , im so pissed off . planned to go out for movies then in the end , was cancelled . not pissed off la , just disappointed . hmm ..
so , wad am i suppose to do now ? O.o

ohya , klau part klua ngn kwn2 , bole . part aku ajak klua , mcm2 reasons .. blaja la .. nampak sah kau da tk syg aku :( kau nak demolish love kau kan ? ahh , bagos uh . -.-

i feel like going out today but dont know go where , with who . it seems that imma be stuck at home . fuck .

this morning , went for dental checkup . oooh , hurts . but the densist says my teeth is good , clean :D only i have alot of gaps in between . eeeek ! uglayyye ~ hahaha .

do you think its the right time yet for us to be togeda again ?

okay , done .

-neo opsi nan andwae .
ira; doryy; hikuii ~

2010-05-11T13:05:00.003+08:00

anyeeeeeong ! ;D

alhamdulillah , i can do my science . i really hope i pass with good marks ! i studied like crazy last night that i kept on falling asleep during exam -.- especially listening compre . now , my eyes is like puffy . i look fugly ~ nehmind , after updating , imma go take a nap . weehoo ! sleeeeeeping is my thang ;)

tomorrow math paper two . :o so nervous ! no confidence at all . gahhh ~ plish pray for me that i'll pass . amin .

thanks nurindah for the raw salmon sandwich . its so nice . mcm tawu je favourite aku :p

ada org tuw punya facebook wall kene spam . muahahaha ~

ohya , i love u bby ! ;D

kaykay , i shall take my nap right now . anyeong hika seyo ~

-dasin bol sudo eopneun niga nareul butjapa ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-05-10T11:08:00.001+08:00

hell yeah he's giving me that attitude . as i've expected . wadever okay . just not in the mood .

2010-05-10T10:46:00.003+08:00

im so mad right now ! fucking mad !!! guess what ?! i didnt do the last question for geography that contained 15 marks !! hell yeah ~ you guys may think 'eh , lek uh .. not the end of the world what ..' but hello ? this thing is like mean something to me ! i hate it when i study and i failed coz i did one stupid silly mistake ! thanks uh -.- i hate myself for this and im soooooo blaming myself about this !!! fuck fuck fuck ~ da ar , nak emo one side !

wanna cry , no tears coming out .
wanna scream , no voice is coming out .
wanna blame , who's there for me to blame ?
wanna think positive ? but why the negaives thoughts just wont leave me alone ?
not the end of the world ? but why am i feeling that it is ?
wish there is someone out there that understands my situation and can let me cry on their shoulders ..
wish there is someone out there will keep on reminding me about what is important :(
haiyyyyyyy ~

so gonna study my science properly . no more playing around . grr ~ im so mad , seriously . hell , im gonna fail my geography just bcoz of that darn question :'(

ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

2010-05-09T22:07:00.004+08:00

bhy , why you seem different these days ? u hardly text me ya know :( im waiting seh . then , the way u text like nak taknak . knapa nie ? ada problem ehk ? :( i miss ya .

tuition was hell fun . laughing like hell . haha . but stress tu , stress la . hope exams over soon . wee ~

kay , mls nk bobal . tkde mood uh . bye .

-nigo piryohae ..

ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-05-03T14:39:00.002+08:00

anyeong haseyo .

at home right now , just watching KBS . oh , now i noe that my tv actually had KBS world since last time . lol ! dad didnt tell me -.-
woahh .. today everyone go to the movies .. pfft . but here i am , rotting at home . hmm ..

later having tuition . haiya . like lazy like that . pfft !
i saw his fb ! lol . no courage to add :/

wow .. guys' feelings towards girls really change very fast eh ? they fade so quickly . hmm .. but i dont blame the guys , really . sometimes , girls are also at wrong . they also change their feelings fast . kay , i'm being random , seriously .

- bila cinta tak lagi untukku , bila hati tak lagi padaku , mengapa harus dia yang merebut dirimu ?
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-05-02T21:04:00.002+08:00

anyeong haseyo . :)

just came back from tuition . so , today , i think i dont really learnt much . hmm .. math is just making me crazy . and looking at his face makes me melt mayn .. geez .. kay , tak important .
tomorrow going tuitiom at tamp pulak .. hmm .. but unfortunately , kak naya baby (:P) will not be around and he will not be around too . hmm .. :/ so tomorrow , studies gonna be intense . as in , im gonna really have to study . pfft . boring . exams ! over soon mayn ! you made my life such a misery ~

so , yesterday went to celebrate atiqa's , zahid's and khairul's birthday . awesome ~ just that that yesterday's weather is friggin' hot and now im tanned and have sunburn . -.- my face is red . boohoo ~ hurts .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIQA , ZAHID , KHAIRUL !! you guys rocks . :)

btw , i want the channel KBS world mayn ~ it rocks ! lol . i love the show 'cinderella's stepsister' . like cool . hmm ..

kay , i talked too much already . ohya , just now i baked oreo cheesecake . lol . i rocks ! ;D i baked for my one and only too :) kay , bye .

-looking at you makes my heart pounds ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-04-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

anyeong haseyo . :)

today went tuition as usual . woahh .. bag so heavy .. hmm .. math books alot sehh . my back is screaming for help !
-insetnameA- no have today . yet that kak naya like sindir2 .. walauweyy .. i cant help to smile . haha . stop eh ! you're making it obvious ~ haha .

woahh , nisa get what i mean : u can crush on many guys but love to your only one . its nature that u like more than one person but its important u love one person :)

woahh .. uzair so random . hmmm ..

so , tmrow tuition . i hope it'll be fun . amin .

-sometimes i just wish i cn turn back time so tht i dont have to know you ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-04-29T21:41:00.002+08:00

life these days so hard . exams ~
i feel like comitting suicide . grr ~
ya allah , berilah aku semangat yang kuat ya allah . amin . haha .
so , paham-paham jela . im busy .

-aku merinduimu .
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-04-24T12:30:00.002+08:00

anyeong haseyo .
currently just listening to korean songs and english songs .
so bored now :(

life these days is so hard ..
school .. friends .. family .. ugh , they're just making me crazy .
nvm , atleast i've got someone to share it with :)

my nose is always blocking . fuck . hahas .
polyvore-ing is fun . weeee ~

kay , random post .
bye then ;)

-you're gonna catch me , you're gonna catch if i fall ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

2010-04-23T20:13:00.002+08:00

anyeong jagiya ! :)
currently just tweet-ing some vulgars on my twitter . yup , full of shit but who the hell cares ? my twitter whaaaat .
so just now , went to the gym *winks* and the swimming pool then the steam room . oh gee .. fun with two of my lovely , dearest indah & nisa . hellyeah fun ;D
actually i dowan to swim coz lazy and scared . deep :O 1.2 meters . i end up swimming too coz i wanna try . hell yeah deep for me .
otp with my bhy is so fun ! hahs . cute , i love youh ! :) ada blister eh ? tu la , maen bola agy ! hahs .
then , went to the library to study coz tuition was cancelled . fuck those who people who made so much noise . if a have a gun , im so gonna shoot you . BANGS ! haha .
then , bought sushi with indah and sat at the skatepark and chat . yeah , fun . returned home at 7++ (?)
saw ally in the bus . hahas . i fucking miss you girl !
i hope today i can otp with you . and i dont care what people gonna say about you . i dont care if he dont like it coz i dont fucking care about him anymore . pfft . i miss youh .
exams are soooooo near so good luck to all of you. :)

abg , take me with you to the gym pleeeaassee ! hehee .

kay , done here .

-i dont need a parachute baby if i got you .
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-04-19T16:57:00.002+08:00

anyeong haseyo ! :)
so , today no math afternoon programme . idk why . was it because its over already ? hmm .. idk . cant be bothered . LOL LOL ! so after school , went to shop and save to buy a loaf of bread . mum asked me to . then , went back to school and went home with liyana . lepak at my house till 4+ then , she went home . after bathing , here i am , updating my blog :D
i was thinking of going to the gym . well .. nobody wants to accompany me . fuck you guys ! hahaha . joking la . well , im lazy also . LOL !
today , going tuition at 5.30 . hmm .. starting late , ending late as well . fuck . then , tmrow , tuition at tamp . haiyaaa ... well , MYE is next week la siyol !!! haiy .. and here i am , keep forgetting things . knockknock brain ! why are you not working well ?! -.-
at tuition yesterday , i was laughing like hell siaaa ~ kak naya is so freaking hilarious . my tummy hurts and my eyes were teary ! lol . ;D
ohya , DELANCE IS A MOTHERFREAKING BIOTCH ! HAHAHA . i know your english language is good but not mine so stop laughing at me you ass ! hahaha .
btw , bought my new slippers ! yeayyyy ~ and mama bought me new running shoes . lol lol ~ i love mama so muchh !
btw , happy birthday shi rong ! ;D

kay , long enuf liao . byeee~

-your flower is still on my bed . im keeping it . i love it so much . and i love you too ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-04-17T13:46:00.002+08:00

hello :)
today is saturday . hmm .. this morning , went to the ICA to follow mum renew her passport . then , i cant remember we went where.. haha . now , here i am , playing the comp .
maybe later im going to kak ina's place then klua ngn dia . :) i need to get new footwear uhs . i've had enough of falling ..
maybe tomorrow going tuition . yeayers ! idk why nowadays im very excited to go tuition . ^^ maybe coz of the presence of -insertnameA- . lol . maybe ajerh ..
i want dad to buy me baking stuffs :) hmm .. i think i love to bake . haha . i think , the next thing im gonna bake is oreo-cheesecake . yummyyy ~
okay , i need indah to teach me how to put in my designs from polyvore to my site . omgeee . i forget everything . :o

okay , done talking . :)

-sarang hae , guripta ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

2010-04-14T15:13:00.002+08:00

hello everyone ! i'm in school now , ICT . haha .
done with my work i guess so here i am , blogging . idk wad to do actually .. :o
later , friends coming over to my crib to make amalina's mom's birthday cake . then , off i go to tuition :)

ohya ,
happy birthday Raudha !!! :)

okay , done . bye ! :)

-where has it gone to ?
ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

2010-04-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

hello hello ! :)

today's school is kinda boring . and thank god my leg is recovering well already . alhamdulillah :)
today had leadership training . wth . boring . but , okay luh .
that indah and nisa go throw water at the sec 4s . wth ! used my bottle some more ! aiyoyo thambi .. sorry sec 4s :/
tomorrow , going to the old folks home for CIP project . aiyaa . hope they are cute and fun people . hehs !

wth , just now tuition kene kacau rabak kaperh ! aku tak buat pape sey . okay . the story is like this : -insertnameA- like me but -insertnameH- jealous . wth ? ape je korg .. weird .. same tuition sey padahal . confirm aku rasa awkward . wth ! and then , this -insertnameF- say his cuzen's fren like me which is even worse , i dont know who's the person .
take a pen , draw a small dot . thats how big my interest of entertaining you weird strangers . weirdos . go study la ! if you good in math then can rapat with me , but only coz of study purposes ass ! hahahah . tpi klau nak fren2 , can .. more2 , go die okay ? haha !

talk too much already , bye asses !

-all is left is history..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-04-09T16:31:00.002+08:00

heyylo ! im back people .. heheh .
today is friday so im freeeeeeeeee :)

haiya , i sprained my right ankle . alermakk .. suey sehh .. i fell at the school's staircase last week's morning , now then feel the pain . wth ? lucky no one saw me fell . teehehe ! then , my foot was like , senget . wth seii .. cacat . aiyoyo .. these few days eh , suey tao .. asek jatoh . abe tgan tetikam ngan carving knife abe flu .. cacat .. haiya .. sabar jer .. hehes .
today in class , the 3 chinese students fought about what idk ? full of 'kanina!' , 'cibai!' and the 'ma!' . well , u noe , chinese people have those accents when thay talk . then then then !! shout3 , go out class . i and nurindah was like 'huh ? wth ? haha ! ma , ma , ma ?! lol , full of mothers -.- ' kay , we were just joking . no offense eh chinese people ..
so , today was okay2 . i think i talk too much already ? okay , bye :D

-Every time I'm ready to leave..Always seem to be..Pullin' in the wrong direction..Divin' in with no protection..Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong..
ira;doryy;hikuuii~

2010-04-07T15:27:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating . Busy . WIll try to update soon aites ? and life has been going up and down . But i'm fine :)

-i'm not the one for you
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-03-27T10:30:00.003+08:00

hey readers . today evening have brilliante so i'm going . however , im kinda have no mood but who cares ? haha . going there to have some fun so i hope its fun . was thinking to buy that china mp3 . lol , cheapskate sia aku . but ibu says that buy cheap ones coz its only used to store my music and she says in time , im gonna be sick of it which is half true . haha . oh , and i wanna buy new pump shoes/sneakers . gee .. i sure want to buy alot of things -.-

your baby photos are super adorable ! i want to squeeeeeeeeze your cheeks . heheh .

-i will survive , as long as its you by my side ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-03-21T21:55:00.003+08:00

i'm back home again and i'm tired . tomorrow schooling :( goddamnit . if you people tried to call me but cant reach me , text me la budow ! i divert my phone laaaa . so lazy to entertain lame strangers -.- fuck you strangers !!! okay , bye .

-keep pulling me back , pulling me in just like gravity
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-03-17T17:18:00.004+08:00

hello readers:)

im still at kak ina's place . yesterday slept at 2++ am .. laughed alot woth kak ina lorr .. hahah .

woke up at 11++ am then bathe then eat then went to the market to get a few things then went back to mama's place . cooked and stuffs .. gee ! tired siaa ~ especially part buat sambal belacan . ugh , i dint even eat that thaaang . hahah . cleaned up then went out to get ourselves chng tng . hmmm ! yummy ! heheh .

after that , watched dear john . geee ~ so sad ! i cried . ;( hahah . but , its a happy ending ar . yeay !

after that , here i am writing . hehee . aiyaaa .. tmorrow schooling :( one week's holiday like no effect .. haiya . and i have not started on my holiday homework !!!! argh ~ fucking shit .

kay , talked too much . bye :)

-i just died in your eyes .. please keep coming around ..

ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-03-16T22:44:00.003+08:00

bloggie !!! i'm very happy!! heheheh .. *jumpsaround*

kay , just now kak ina accompanied me to watch a movie . we watched alice in wonderland. aww !! loveyou sissy!

then ,, the sad thaaaang happened ! Abg Yat dont wanna meet akak coz i'm around . wth . apa dosaku ?? haha . not fair~ aku tk buat pape pon seii .. haiyy .. tkpe , dia tk sudi nk jumpe .. ohh , treat me like i'm a nuisance kaaan ? i wont talk to you uh ! blueyk !!!!

today , mum asked me to sleepover at mama's place so i did . now using akak's lappy . weee ~

ohya , tadi ada benda mrepek jadi . lol ..

first : i was looking at one ice cream's poster then i saw one guy that looks familiar ar so i stared at him then i while walking+staring+wondering who's that guy , i almost bumped into an indian man . and both (me and that man) of us just stared at each other when i started to panic and walked away , laughing and apologizing . that kak ina just laughed -.-

second : in the bus , there's two indian man were talking and both of them talked to each other very closely as if they're about to kiss ! omg , they were so close to kissing ! me and kak ina cant stop laughing siooo ~

third : at macd , i ordered a burger and a medium green tea . then , i forgot that kak ina asked me to order for her an apple pie so this is wad i said ...

Ira : Oh ! and one medium apple pie ..

Auntie : Medium apple pie ?

Ira : Eh2 ! apple pie .. *laughs*

The guy behind that auntie : Medium apple pie ? haha !

Ira : *oh , so embarrassing ! that guy so extra . lol !*

during serving ..

That guy : "nahh ,, your medium apple pie !"

Ira : err .. thanks . *laugh*

embarrassing perh ! lol .

kay , i talked too much . bye ! :x

-coz baby your love love love is my drug ...

ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-03-16T14:08:00.001+08:00

wanna cry now ;( kak ina ! i want to go today ! :( i want to watch a movie puh-leeez~

ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

2010-03-16T10:41:00.002+08:00

hello there :)

currently just searching for sites which i can watch free movies . lol . gahh ! i want to watch Dear John luhh ! oh , and i'm searching for 'my sister's keeper' movie online but it is nowhere to be found . if anyone know any site for watching online free movies , please taggg !! seriously ~ hehe

i wanna ask kak ina out for a movie but she says she's not so well yet to go out . pfft , period cramp -.- haiyaaaaa ! i need to watch something right now . haha , so despo :p but , seriously sehh ... hmm ...

ohya , praying and wishing that today no tuition ! weee ! *prayshard*

okay , i'm done talking . byee ~

-baby speak up , your silence is killing me . are you loving or hating me , i can never tell ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-03-15T12:57:00.001+08:00

omg ! can somebody tell me what is wonderland project ?? i'm starting to panic here . hello ? O.o

ira;doryy;hikuii~

2010-03-15T12:06:00.002+08:00

heyyylow !

hehe , currently just listening to songs . hmm .. march holidays have just started but i don't think the teachers gave us a time off . its like , we've got alot to do . WTF . the math and science carnival , geography , mother tongue .. wth sei . not fair ...

Saturday
sports day was kinda fun . okay la . haha . haiyaa . 4x100 this year got in second just becoz of a minor mistake but atleast its fine . hmm , gonna try again next year okayy ? :) unbelievably , i got in 3rd for long jump . kay , don't stare at my short legs okehhh ? haha ! it was friggin' hot during the events . gee ! i feel like fainting . a few times my mmigraine came . wtf -.- oh , and topaz came in second whereas emerald is first . nvm , its like the common thing that topaz lost -.- ohya , he's so cuuuuuuute ! :)
after sports day , followed aikel to dnoe where while waiting for him done playing soccer -.- haha , shocked i asked for a date ? :p its was raining sia . wth . i was wet . got home then rest awhile then went out again to meet him . lol . eeee ! ira tak mandi . lol . penat sia . k,nvm . den , skali ujan agy . haiyaaa . den ayah ngn ibu call suro ikot dorg gy jalan . wth seii .. i cant have my own time with him izit ? haiyaaa . then ikot lorr ..
then at 12++ am , i suro dorg anta i balek coz my body itch like fuck siaaa ! idk why . until today , it is still itching :( mum bought me body wash for sensitive skin . oh , and i got sunburn :( so sad :(

kay , i'm done talking . :x

-i need a second to breathe .. i need you around . so what do you want from me ?
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-03-12T19:18:00.002+08:00

okay , hi . i shall make it short and sweet . haha . need to pray ..

okay , i've received my award for winning . yeay .. i didn't get to perform during brilliante , as i've expected . i'm fine yaw .. haha .

indah went to bali , i miss her already !

tomorrow sports heat . hope its gonna be fun .

done , bye :)

-gravity gravity gravity keeps pulling me down ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

2010-03-07T18:10:00.002+08:00

hello dear readers ! :)
today is freaking hot . omg .. pening sei kepala . :(

yesterday , went to R.I to collect my prize but unfortunately i was late . so sad . so tomorrow , go salam with madam tay . ishhh ! malunyer ~

i wonder , how my fone number can get till woodlands ? fucking shit ! its irritating -.- i don't want a phone siaa gini . i hate when people text me unless its him . hehehe !

kay la , mls nk bobal . byee ~

-i need you around .
ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

2010-03-05T16:14:00.003+08:00

hello hello hello ! :)

i'm so bored today . haiyahh .. my phone so quiet . how come ar ? nobody text me :(

today school was as per normal but a bit crazy with nurindah around . haha . i don't know what has got into her that something made me gone crazy too ! aiyo .. i didn't vandalise her table then she said its me -.- she vandalised my table lorr ! aiyoo~ then that liyana finally admitted that she did it . then , she started to vandalise nisa's and liyana's table . woahh , she so crazy ! hahah .

after school , went home . slept awhile then bathed then prayed then transfer my sedum plants to a new place . haiyy .. my sedum plant is sick and many died :( so sad ! *sobs*

i wanna watch Dear John ! arghh~ or atleast any movie . movies anyone ? :)

kay , i shall go now . bubbye~

-some people search forever .. for that one special kiss ..

ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

2010-03-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

helloh readers~ :) days have been very hard for me . its harsh but i'm trying my best to face it . thank god , i could slowly move on , even if it hurts ..
BGSS idol , omg , i'm not gonna make it and i'm already prepared . sorry amalina ! :( hehs .. well , more things are more important than this . right ?
Mdm S-insertletters- is such a bloody bitch ! jangan nak step bobal pasal ugama ngan aku ar sia ! cermin diri bole tak ? aku tak kacau kau , asal kau nak cari pasal ngn aku . fuck off la bitch ! getting on my nerves .

alhamdulillah , for the competition karangan that i participated ngan amalina tuw , i won first place la siolxsz ! amazing kaaan ? padahal aku tulis crap . wtf . haha . unbelievable that i can actually beat the students from the best schools .. its really amazing ! :) i hope that life's gonna be better in time . looking forward for the malay scrabble competition . hoping that amalina and i will go again together . amin . and saturday , i'm going to collect the prize for winning the karangan competition with cikgu norlinsah . yeayy !

i'm sorry for changing . i'm sorryy what've happened . i'm sorry that i changed . i'm sorry that i hurt you . i'm sorry for myself . i'm sorry to my friends . i'm sorry to my family . i'm sorry for being such a bloody bitch . i'm very sorry . its all my fault . i created these flaws and i deserve to face it all ..

been so busy these days . tuition , study , resting .. so , i'm lazy to do updates and stuffs . sorry ! :/

-My first love, broke my heart for the first time .. I thought you'd always be mine ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

2010-02-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

hello readers ! sorry for the oh-so-long never update .. haiyaa ... so busy . busy reading malay books . lol . addicted to them . all stories were all so sweet and how i wish it can happen to my life . lol !

i'm fine these days . just as i said , abit busy . i may be sometimes moody and stuffs but i'm fine , trust me . ohamgee .. tomorrow , i must sing infront of the upper sec session during interaction time .this is a big challenge for me as upper sec students are very demanding . they can laugh and jeer and critisize you whenever they want , that is my biggest fear .

haiyyaahh , sports heat hor is really heaty ! haha . hot to the max . and i get 4th for my 400m race -.- yeah , almost all the events i join is only to lose . hahahaha ! long jump - short legs . 400m - lazy to run , hot and makes me giddy . 4x100 ? hopefully , there's hope . bahaha !

i want buy running shoes ar since i wanna go jogging every sunday or saturday morning and not having a proper shoes makes my leg hurts badly :( wanna buy that puma shoes and that totalninety shoebag puhhlease ! hehe .i did bought some FBTs that day at queensway but like it doesnt reach to my satisfactory . i only bought 2 . like , WTF . hahah . saw him at queensway . aww ! i miss him man . :/

i just want my new specs . pfft .__.

okay , nothing much to say . if i don't update for quite awhile , i'm sorry . busy :(

-you are ubiquitous . sometimes i thought i'm just going insane ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-19T18:48:00.002+08:00

helloh everyone :) i'm just back from school . went to RI with amalina and some sec 4 students for something malay competition . i had to write a composition . i wrote 5 pages -.- seriously , my story is crap -.-

i'm quite happy as today is not as bad as yesterday . its much better . i had to wear a green dress for literature as i have to act like the godess of agriculture . kay , cacat ! coz i looked like a pregnant lady coz i'm bounchet mahh ! haha .

oh , i did some survey on ecareers.sg and they say when i grow up , i shall be a lecturer -.- is it because i'm so talkative ? hahah ! i'm quite attracted coz if i be the lecturer of university , my wedge is gonna be $14,000 ! fuhh ! i want i want ! heheh .

zzzzzzzzomg , monday during interaction time , the BGSS idol finalists have to sing ! gahhhhh ! i'm shyyyy !

don't ask me if i'm okay coz i'm not . i can't live without him but what can i do if he wanted her ? i have to try to go on eventho i'm stuck and all i can do is just watch . its truly amazing .. life is really like a wheel . i was up there but now , i'm deep down below . i miss the moments that i've just got to know him . i wanted that to happen again but i just can't . ira , you have to forget it . go on luhh ! haiyy . life is a bore , isn't it ? :( i can't believe i cried yesterday . -.-

i'm going to malaysia tomorrow till sunday so not updating kaykay ? syg you guys . hahah .

omg ! just now amalina gave me a kiss ! wahhh . first time . i'm so happy that i have to write this down in my blog . heheh ! oh , andand , i miss indah's fats already ! :(

-if i begged and if i cry , would it change the sky tonight ? its wouldn't somehow ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-18T21:32:00.002+08:00

hello fuckaaaaa :( today is a harsh day for me ! FUCK .
early in the morning , already cried . whatthefuck kaaan ? and then , i failed my math test badly ! fuck to the coreee ! 3/20 . anyone can beat that ? zzzzzomg . i studied hard for it and this is what i get ? fuck .
oh , and life today is full of vulgarities in me . sorry friends if i threw it at you . haiyy ..

after school , i went home straight and then to tuition . went home at 8 just now . reached home and then , something happened . haiyy . until this very minute , i feel so fucked up !!! gahh !

why does guys change partners like they change clothes ? why does guys got bored of girls like they got bored of their shirts ? why is it boys always leave girls when they found a better one ? and get back to them when they realise that we girls are the ones they need ?
why does girls always been dumped ? why does girls always be the victim ? why does girls even waited for the guy and willing to accept them back after what've been done to them ? its for you guys to think .

is it wrong for me to give way and sacrifice for a friend ? she loves you and so do i . i just don't wanna be selfish . i'm letting you go even if it hurts and even if i feel so fucked up . i know time will heal it . she's a friend and you're the one i love . i'm stuck , i hope you understand it . i do love you but i'm doing this as i feel that i've been a very bad person towards you . i hope that soon , i get the news that you and her are together and you guys last long . i'm happy if you guys are ..

haiyy .. yesterday prayed that today's gonna be a better day but what did i get ? a fucking harsh day . gahhh !

i'm leaving already . bye :(

p/s : i have a karangan competition tomorrow . zzzzzzzomg .

-i'm trying to act like i'm fine but i'll never be right . what am i without you ? i have to do this even if it hurts . i'm telling everyone that i'm already starting to move on but the real fact is that i'm still stuck here , drowning and waiting for a rescue ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

ohya , i'm not as cheerful and becoming more dull as days goes by ? zzzzomg . idk whyy .. fuck ! i'm hating my situation now .. its like , life is changing as time goes by and sometimes , its taste very bitter ! *cries*

-lets crawl back to love ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-17T21:35:00.004+08:00

heyyo readers ! :) zzzomg , i'm having HIC-CUPS (!) -.- irritating pulakk .. my tummy hurts due to the hiccups :( can someone help me ? teehehe ! this hiccups keep going and coming back . LoL~

today , school was as per normal . after school , went to ICT which was boring (?) then went for the BGSS idol thingy . omfg ! i did badly :( i think my journey is going to end soon . its not that i'm lack of confidence just that i feel that i'm not good enough for this . first , i'm sorry my friends if i won't make it through . i know my friend , especially amalina , wanted me to do this badly . haiyy .. i just don't want to put extra high expectations for myself and i'm afraid that if i won't get through , i myself will be fucking hurt lorr .. haiyahh ! peer pressure . hahah !

i hope tomorrow is a better day , nothing bad's gonna happen . and may god gimme lots of energy so that i won't be exhausted and so that i can study better . amin :)

p/s : shud i get myself a laptop so that i can type out my notes instead of writing 'em ? hmm .. well , i'm gonna use my own money coz i don't wanna trouble my parents ..

-everybody says we're through , i hope you haven't said it too ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

ohya , luper nak cakap something ...

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY AMIRUL IZWAN BIN OTHMAN ! ;D

kay , done . ;)

-i'm craving for that sweet thaaaaang !
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

helloooooooooow ~ just now i went swimming and there was 2 freakos/psychos/stalkers was watching me and kak ina and like kept following us . i was like super panic ! i kept on saying 'swim awaaaay !' hahah . eeeek ! they really freaked us out . geez . imagine ! we were like in the pool for a few hours and we were like trying to run away from them . spoil our day . however , me and kak ina still had fun coz when she's there , i'll be fine . i know i'm safe :)

tomorrow schooling . ~~FUCK~~ ! kaykay . i'm done fer now . sooo tired :( bye .

-what's gonna happen if they're gonna leave me in a shock ? am i just gonna stand , breathlessly ? well , goodbyes may come as a shock ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-15T20:36:00.003+08:00

3rd post for today . lol . zzzomg ! ada cina mati kat bawah . fuck laaa ~ so takot . haha . just now went to changi airport and dont know did what then went back home -.- tak gune .

damn it mayn ! was pissed off sia just now . i mean , seriously . idk la . i just got pissed so easily . to -insertname- , i didn't mean to cause a flaw or be rude ar but seriously ar , just now i was pissed off . what were you trying to say ? its like , i know we are just friends and not more but when its between you and me , i feel special , i feel more . kak farah was right . eventho we wanted things to be more , its just so hard to posses it and sometimes people just won't understand . haiyy .. i really do love you but , nevermind la .. i know , i get it . there's nothing more gonna happen . i'm okay and i get it -.- and im gonna wait no matter what it takes . and i'm gonna see if its gonna worth ..

i feel pathetic . haha . sounded like a despo . gahh ! i'm not ~

kay la , bye la patheticos !

-i don't care what they say , i'm in love with you . they try to pull me away but they don't know the truth ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-15T17:26:00.001+08:00

omg . i feel so guilty ! gahhh ~ imma total bitch *cries*

-dangerously in love ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-15T17:01:00.002+08:00

helloh hunneys ! :)

i'm very happy coz my voice healed ! yeayyy ~*claphands* heheh . but now i'm having diarrhoea . gahh ! so bad .. its like , i went in and out of the toilet for 4 times already . saket nyerh ... :( ohya , the picnic or shud i say , the reunion dijamin halal , was superb :) i was having fun .. the barbeque was fine and i miss my cuzzies that came around me . felt so united . hahah ! took photos around .. must go see on fb okehh ? lol . i mean , i'm not forcing . haha . but i'm lazy to upload my photos ! desaru photos not up , got cny reunion photos some more . gahh ~ lazyy !

didn't went tuition today coz i'm too lazy . haha . today is the laze-around day . yupp . all i did today was watch tv , eat , lay on the bed , sending text messages . goshh ~ i lazed around like a pig ! hahah . ohya , nisa asked me if i wanna go cycling . say whuatt ? cycling ? goshh . too lazy to do so . hahah ! kay , aku rabak ..

tomorrow , got tuition . pfft ! malas siaaa . must go tamp . haiyaa ! ohya , on wednesday got bgss idol rehearsal i think (?) but i have ict and then , artclub . mcm mane nieee ? all clash . its always on wednesdays . fuckkkk ~

kay , i'm done . byee ! thanks for reading . hahah .

-what will you feel if you're stuck between 3 guys ? and you love them so much , can't bear to see them walk out of your life ?
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

happy chinese new year & happy valetines day !

2010-02-13T14:35:00.002+08:00

hello readers !

changed my blogskin :) thanks to nurindah zafirah . hehe .

omg , my voice is getting worse :( i have sore throat and i lost my voice . bobal pon tak clear . damn it siolll .. haiyy .. Bgss idol is like in 2 weeks time ? damn it . abe semalam CNY celebration , not enough microphone for everyone so some was not holding a mic . and i myself lost my voice and how do you guys except my to hold the mic ? and we don't have ebough time to memorise the lyrics . we were given around 3 days (?) . hey , i'm a non-chinese and don't expect me to memorise it with a SNAP ! like whatthefuck ~ and the Bgss idol finalists get to rehearse for CNY celebration for 2 times . how was that ? if you think you can hold a performance with little time given and you think its gonna be better , prove it ar sia .

to those who hated or has critisized us , let me tell you guys this . you guys are just being unappreciative . we were up there , trying our best to put up a show for you , trying to overcome our nervousness and fright , trying to remember our lines and stuffs , there you are laughing and cursing . this is what friends are for ar ? where is your support for your friends ? i pity some of my performer friends as i heard that they spot their friends laughing at them , saying insultive words to them . its like whatthefuck kaaan ? pissing me off ..

ohya , to everyone , happy chinese new year ! :)

idk if today , my family is going for a picnic . i hope we are going :) but abg is werking . -.-
but tak salah , yang pergi 3 family . IDK ? o.o

ohya , -insertname- yesterday like touched my hand and i melted . zzzomg ! lol . oh , and i miss him and him . lol .

ohya , not forgetting to wish you guys a happy valentines day :)

kay , i'm done . bye .

-i'm feeling really unappreciated , you're taking my love for granted babe ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2010-02-12T15:38:00.001+08:00

Hello . I am indah . I am scamming yey.

promise in the dark .

2010-02-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

Can't count on you most of all when I really need it

It's the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings

The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it

This can't work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock

Even though I love you a lot

I've given every breath I've got

Sometimes you just gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart

To how many times we fell apart

And it equals

A promise in the dark

So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me

Divided by so many memories

And it equals

A promise in the dark

So don't promise me

Listen... I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is

Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn't see it?All those promises are probably how you deal with it

I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don't think I forgot

Because I really didn't care if you're lying a lot

I've given every breath I've got

Sometimes you gotta break down and To how all make mistakes

Sometimes we do desperate things

What does it prove? NOTHING

And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long

Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

-addiction to promise in the dark :)

ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

ignorance is bliss ..

2010-02-08T20:19:00.002+08:00

hello peeps ! :)

currently , just thinking of things which are best left unknown . lol . today went for cny rehearsal , went off early coz ada tuition . tak guna , tuition like 1 hour left gytu . wtf .

the contestants of bgss idol were super damn good i tell you ! its gonna be tough . look , being in top 3 is really not in my mind coz after today , i don't think i would make it . wow .. fuck man . i feel small by then .. :(

okay , everything changes by today . its like , i brand new life . wtf . there's a bad and good thing . good thing/ or maybe not : -insertname- started talking again and do what he always does which freaks me out till now . like omg ! so suddenly and i thought its like i'm dreaming . i almost asked someone to pinch me which is not needed coz ..
the bad thing : that -insertnamebitch- began to be harmful to me . she already started to sentuh me . she pulled my mouth to the back which i tell you , i swear it hurts so badly !i almost cried , which i didn't . lol . fuck her . and next , she like kinda pull my face using her whole palm which hurts too . omg , is this only the beginning ?. if it is , i'm telling you i wont be able to tolerate . i won't fight back as i know i have to respect you as you are older than me but please , by doing that , its really testing my patience which really , i don't wanna take any actions coz for me , you're my friend ..

okay , i'm just one small girl that is unable to fight back . i'm timid . i just don't have the guts . i don't wanna fight . i'll do it if i'm forced to . so please , don't make me do it coz i super duper hate it !

me and nurindah had water fight in class just now . like wtf . my culottes were wet as if i have wet dreams -.- and her b***s were wet too ! gagaga ! so fun ~ and she's so cute !!

i need to improve my eng suckas ! kay , bye .

-some things are better left unknown ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

don't wanna fall in love again ?

2010-02-07T13:27:00.002+08:00

helloh .

back from that torturing sec 2 camp . it was like wtf . pay 70 over plus bucks just to get torture izit ? they say its for our own good then why we must obey them like little puppies and stuffs . wtf . hahah . for discipline , yeah , so true .. *rolleyes*

basically , the camp was just fine , not as fun as p5 camp . just that the fun part is when we get to bathe . weeeee ~ love it . heheh . i remembered when nurindah go pull down my towel and my boxers at the corridor . wtf . naseb tkde lelaki . haiya . mlm slept with nurindah , nisa , azizah and me for the first night . second night , slept with amalina(!) and azizah and dewi and nisa . idk why that girl sesat there .

second's day trekking was super torture . wtf . patah balik brape bnyk kali siol ! aku nmpk adventure camp kita like 4 kali . mcm wtf ! da la panas terik . kulit pon da gelap . wtf gitu lohhh ~

third day's high element activities was fucking scary . maklumlah , aku takot heights . wtf . muke cramp siol kat atas ... :x then , da dapat balek . weee ~ heaven . in the bus , talk about dirty stuffs . i mean , the whole class . talked about wei jie's dick being so small that we need magnifying glass to see it , having a boner also cannot see it even if it expands much . wth .. and talking about that particular girl sucking a boy's dick . wth ? 2/4 is sick .__.

memories starting to revive again ? hmm .. this is freaky but i can't made it out . am i enjoying it or am i hating this ? shitsxc ! i don't wanna be in love again , i hope . and to -insertname- , if you like me , admit it . don't say that your friend dared you to say that towards me . what ? no confidence izit ? wtf . kay , im not pissed off . ohya , reading his blog is truly freaking me out . he's like referring to me !!! gahh . indah , you know who . :x

siakk , budak tuu sesat sia . wtf . tiba2 kat sblah aku . abe nurindah tkde sblah aku :( no one to hug . oh , love sitting in the canteen . love to stare at them ! teehehe :]

oh damn it , she knows about us already . she's gonna hate me even more . fuck ! just came back from camp and that is what i got to know . fucking shit ! i mean , i felt bad . confirm pape dorang salahkan aku . tkpe la .. aku salah ..

oh people , i lost my voice . weee ~ and stop talking about my damn hair can ? i'm just trying to be myself and i did this as i love boy's hair . oh , and i don't want any guy to like me , as in , disgusted by me . kay , wtf . bye fuckers !

-i want to know what love is ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

victory ! :) oooh , i want nike air max badlyyy !

2010-02-01T20:18:00.004+08:00

hallo loves . :)

today , came back from school so late , around 6.45 pm . wtf . i really need to work on my daily schedule . fuck . this is destroying myself , i realises . lol . today , watch soccer match - bedok green vs manjusri . yeay , we won ! congrats to the boys :) teehehe . happy for them . i think we won 8-0 (?) idk luh . then , went home .

omfg . i dont have any choice in my head for the second audition . fuckfuckfuck . my voice is getting worse . i cant sing already ar . haiyaa ~

indah brought her new camera . wootz ! makes me want a camera pulak . waitwait ! i want nike air max first , then camera . teehehe . can anot ? haiz ..

ohya , i've just realised that i'm going for sec 2 camp on wednesday . fuck . i damn lazyyy . haiyaa . i'd rather stay home . gee ..

hearing your voice just makes me miss you again and i'm looking back again to the past . damn it . i have to keep moving forward . well , it was you that came up with the choice of avoiding me so do you think i should give a damn ? i dont think so coz i really dont give a hell damn about it . why should i care for people that doesnt care about me ? the real fact is , i do care for you but i'm trying my best not to even look at you coz you suck , you made a stupid decision . we can still be friends . you are the one who have to control your feelings . fuck . you're really pissing me off .. i don't ask for you to fall for me . i've said this twice . i'm sick and i'm tired . i just want you to disappear from my sight everytime i bumps into you . or to be fair , i would be teleported to other places when i'm about to bump into you so that we don't have see each other and you can even forget my name . hell yeah but life just isn't fair at times . the times when we're good together , i can hardly see you around but when we're not really in good terms , i often see your damn face around . whyy ?!

okay , i'm just trying to let out my feelings . teehehe . kaykay , done here . bye hunneys ! :)

-the feeling of love sucks as you love someone at first and when you experiences rejection , you will tend to hate that person which is totally unfair as you can't blame others but yourself ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

desaru holidays ! ready , lets go ! :) fun~

2010-02-01T00:15:00.003+08:00

helloh there .

i'm tired , just came back from malaysia . what the fuuuck . not holidays yet la . suddenly , like very random go . i'm super tired right now but i'm trying to keep this blog alive so , i updated . oh , and i have some werk to do . time now : 12;17 am

kaykay , besok skola . what the fuuuuck . ohya , aku ngantok . damn . desaru was super fun especially with my deary kak ina :) went swimming . took damn lots of photos . u can view it in facebook .

i wanna buy nike airmax shooooooooe ! damn you ! no size for my feet . well , abg bought it . and i'm jealous . fuuuuck . i want it badly . gonna ask mama to buy it for me . teehehe . jahat sakk aku . taknak la . tapi serious , lawa . i wanna use it as my running shoes la , since i have none . daaamn it .

kay2 , aku penat . time now : 12.20 am . byeeeee fuckers .

-aku ingin kau tahu kalau aku tak bisa hidup tanpamu
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

desaru holidays ! ready , lets go ! :) fun

2010-02-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

loving the life these days even sometimes there's something there that just wanna break me down .

2010-01-29T19:17:00.004+08:00

heyyyylow ! :)

alhamdulillah , i got through the audition !!! weeeeehooooo ! hehe . so happy . eventho i sang just about 4 lines (?) , i got through . lol . i was like looking down on the floor . i was shy and i can feel my cheeks were burning ! damn ~ ohya , i really wanna overcome my stage fright mayn ! damn it . can someone actually help me ? gimme some tips ! gahh ~ this is really getting on my nerves ! i really wanted this thing so badly then what if when i'm out there , i will froze , speechless and nothing comes out of my mouth ? gahhhh !!! :(

teacher said our first showcase (the finalists) , is on the chinese new year concert ! how bout that huh ? godhelpmeplease ~ :( i'm shy . i wanna enjoy myself but how am i gonna do so if i'm shyyyyy ? damn you la shyness ! poof !
ohya , must prepare a powerpoint slide about myself and put a photo of me too . thats why i went to ally's house just now as she let me use her clothes and she put on make-ups for me and then , pose around . damn , i wore a dress for the first few captures . "feminine" la kaaan . lol . sial , tak kena ngn aku -.- then , next is the "rock chiq" lol . this one kinda suit me . hehs . next , is the "idontknowwhattype" . haha , like one side of the shirt flop down to show my shoulder . next is the "hawaiian" type . this one was kinda okay . however , i'm only gonna choose one . hehes . thanks to ally and tiqa . thank you guys so much ! love youuu~

i think its time . you go on your own , i cant take it anymore . i don't wanna give any hopes for any other guys . enough is enough . i've had enough of blames . well , they thought that i was giving them hopes but actually , they are the ones who actually fell for me . like hello ? i didn't ask for you to fall for me . well , you know now i'm busy and i wanna really concentrate on my studies . i have to catch up with alot of dates with little time to do it and i don't have time for all this shits that you guys out there are treating me like . heyy , and you think by avoiding me is the best way , then do whatever you want . i will not talk and bother your life anymore . and let me tell you this , you idea is stupid ! it is fucking dumb okay ! i am waayy much more happier with my beloved friends around me then you alone comforting me . i cant bear losing friends but if this is the way you want it , well hellyeah , you're gonna get it , get it ? fuck off then . dont talk to me . keep your distance and treat me like as if i have a disease or something . treat me as worse as you like as i'm very greatful to my great god that i still have friends around me eventho you hate me just becoz of a stupid reason . well boy , think deeply .. its not the time yet for all this . its not like as if we get together now and live happily ever after and i'm gonna marry you . its time for us to enjoy and live our life to the fullest . and if you wanna play with my feelings , fuck off coz i'm not a toy . go and get others or might as well , get a doll for yourself okehh ? well , i'm gonna shut the fuck up right now and i'm telling you , i might be smiling and laughing like hell but deep inside there , i just wanna cry each time i am treated this way but i'm gonna fucking show you that i'm strong to face all this and i'm not one girl that gonna keep on apologising when i know i'm not at wrong and you think you're special ? well , think again !

-why must love always feels like a battlefield ?
ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

i can't stand by your side and watch this life pass me by ..

2010-01-21T21:06:00.002+08:00

helloh .

wahh , suddenly can update again ar ? haha . lol .

currently , practising for my audition . damn , i think i'm like forcing myself too much (?) my voice is like getting hoarse . damn it man .. my throat hurts .. takde confident sia gini . boohoo~

yeay , hajar joining :) and haikal 2n2 also ! yeay~

wahh , giler sei , tadi topaz training , stenga mati dohhhh . lari2 . wtf . sweat like a pig . damn it maynn .. then , tiba2 ada budak sec one panggil aku 'kak ira' and i was like "who ? who the fuck ? huh ? say whuatt ?" lol . blur and lost . lalala .. kakak or wad . gagaga ! kakak pendeq . :p

when will be the time when i can really sit beside you to spend my time and do wad we use to do ?...

tadi balek ngan aikel as usual . heyy , get well soon kay darl ? makan obat taknak .. tell me macam mane nk baek sei gytu ? heheh . takecare .

kay la , nothing else to talk about here la . bye peeps !:)

-all these tears i feel like they're the same just different faces different names , get me outta here ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

i'm losing everything ..

2010-01-20T22:10:00.003+08:00

hello .

wee ! updating . lol . kay , i'm pretty nervous for the upcoming audition for bgss idol . and i was like 'wtf ?' hahah . i'm nervous , i can't sing with all the people staring at me . boo ! dad was like forcing me to sing the right way when guiding me . i was like 'wtf?' stress la sia . susah .. :(

wish me luck :)

ohya , nothing much happened these days . normal je .

can i be a nerd and small ? :]

what did i do wrong towards you ? why are avoiding me ? don't deny coz its obvious and i can see it . u treat me as if i'm invisible . invisibility sometimes are fine with me but each time i talk or smile to you , u'll just walk away . what is that suppose to be huh ? how would you feel when you're treated that way whereas you don't know whats your wrongdoings . come on la -insertname- , if i did something wrong to you , tell me . don't treat me this way .. its not easy for me okay .. i feel like i'm a total fool ..

ermm .. anything else ? no ? okay :] bye ..

-i may be sitting with people around me but deep inside , i'm lonely ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

thanks people . thanks alot :)

2010-01-16T14:13:00.005+08:00

hello . i'm 14 today ! weeee ~

happy birthday to me .. kay , mrepek . haha . lets thank people the ikhsan's way :)

thank you syabil :)
thank you aarifiin :)
thank you nisa for the bash and everything :)
thank you fadh :)
thank you jie ling :)
thank you sofea :)
thank you kak ina and yat :)
thank you ally for the surprise and the purse and everything :)
thank you mama :)
thank you hatim :)
thank you li fang :)
thank you asyura :)
thank you abg nizard:)
thank you taufiq :)
thank you ian :)
thank you liyana :)
thank you sufyan :)
thank you ikhsan :)
thank you farid :)
thank you delance :)
thank you azhar :)
thank you afiq :)
thank you khairul :)
thank you aikel :)
thank you naz :)
thank you ayunie :)
thank you atiqa :)
thank you izzat and hidayah for the pen holder :)
thank you amalina for the frame :)
thank you azizah for everything :)
thank you indah :)
thank you haikal :)
thank you haikal 2n1 :)
thank you huda :)
thank you nadhier :)
thank you tamimi for the earpiece :)
thank you amirul izwan :)
thank you aisha :)
thank you farah :)
thank you fathanah :)
thank you rafiq :)
thank you dinah :)
thank you shalina :)
thank you rusydia :)
thank you sakina :)
thank you natasha :)
thank you syahrain :)
thank you shahrom :)
thank you amirah :)
thank you zaid:)
thank you akid:)
thank you nabilah:)
thank you kak nor malaysia :)
thank you ming yan :)
thank you syafiqa :)
thank you lily :)
thank you iffah :)
thank you farah liyana :)
thank you ayong :)

miss anyone ? god , i can't remember . if i miss anyone , so sorry :)

and thanks mum for today's "party" . thanks guys who surprised me on 140110 . thanks to amalina , azizah , nisa and indah for 150110 eventho its abit embarrassing . haha . thanks to everyone ! no present , nvm . i don't really like receiving presents tho . haha . thanks everyone . this year is definitely a different year for me :) love you guys .

but my bloody abg just don't wish me -.- hehs .

-thanks guys . i just dont know how to thank you guys . :)
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

my guilty pleasures . i'm suffering coz of it though ..

2010-01-12T18:57:00.002+08:00

eyyo !

finally i on my comp . hehs . for those readers who keep track , thank you sooo much . i appreciate it . love ya ! :)

so 2/4 is kinda okay . everyday , i've tried my best to be good but after meeting those loved ones , i'm like on drugs man .. feeling so high .. unable to control . sounds fanatic ? pfft . this is the way i am . hate it ? fuck off !!! :)

aku kental ~ random .

da ar , nth else to say . oh , last !

dear readers , aku dengan aikel kawan sahaja , tak lebih . klau tak caye , lantak laaa ehhh .

k , dah . bye . syg korg !

-aku bukanlah untukmu . meski ku berdoa agar aku dapat jadi milikmu ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

i'm drowning . i'm confused . why ?!

2010-01-04T20:24:00.002+08:00

heyy readers .

i really don't know whats wrong with me today .. i'm confused . i'm angry . i'm easily pissed off . i fucking hate today . i don't know what causes this but i felt really hurt . idk about what !! how i wish i can express it out , put them into words and tell indah or ally or tiqa about this but i can't . thats the problem . i want to scream my hearts out !! argh !!! hate today , hate today , hate today !

kay , since i'm angry at dont know what , let me just summarise about today . went to school this morning , met ally , liyana and other friends . first thing , play the piano . then , sit around with the sec 3s . ikhsan and aikel so hawt . lol , wadever . abit weird looking at the guys wearing long pants though . went to classroom . that crazy bitch went into our class to take over our form teacher since he's absent . then , idk what happen . what i hate that this year's classroom no balcony . fuck ! and thank god jannah didn't came and spoil my day but today's mood just spoil everything even with or without her so if she's coming back , i don't think i would really mind .

after school , don't know go where with aikel , aliyah , indah , hatim , farid , azhar , ikhsan , nisa , zaid , tamimi ..

argh ! i really don't feel like talking . oh , maybe i'll not be updating my blog for some time . i want to concentrate on my studies . so , if its officially dead , i'm sorry . i'll try to update during the weekends .

bye . sorry for my stupid update today .

if you hate looking at me , then don't look ! i also don't want to be hated and be called insultive names . thanks though !

i can't breathe yesterday .. i cried . i'm dying slowly ..

-separuh jiwaku pergi ..
ira : doryy : hikuii ~

welcome back to school ! sobs

2010-01-03T13:15:00.004+08:00

heyyo .

oh-am-gee ~ tomorrow school is starting again . gahh ! so sad ! laze around no more :(

but , i'm a little excited though . i miss my friends so much ! hehs . but at the same time , i'm scared .

scared of what ? idk . scared of not fitting in ? yeah . maybe ?

kay , someone just pisses me off . idk why . just talking to him don't feel right .

ohya aikel , tu pokok baru aku :] aku still nak beli baru if can . hehe .

oh , semalam class bbq is super fun at ruma akid ! i'm super wet lorrr ... pics is at facebook . see at akid's profile okay ?

okay , people , just be ready for school and don't be naughty okay ? byeee ~

-if you're crazy over someone that causes you to keep waiting , you'll know how i feel ..

ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

301209 was the best day ever ! ;)

2009-12-31T12:49:00.006+08:00

crazy in the mrt ;) cute huh nurindah ? :) loveyouu<3

helloh .

yeay ! okay , yesterday went to ion , orchard and i bought a pair of pump shoes . then , went to tamp . then , went to bedok inter which i finally bought my school shoes , which is not black but dark blue . i hope the teachers will not notice and i won't be caught . *prayshard* so , nurindah accompanied me once again . yeay ! syg dia . slalu teman aku .. wee ~

after that , went home to put my things and out again . went to bedok town park .. skip that kay ? :)

then , at 10++ pm , my family and i went to ehub to book tickets to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 ! awww ! fucking cute !~ ohya , mum bought me and my brother lollipops . lol . ohh ! i want the chipmunks ! how come they so cute ? hehs . the movie ended at around 1++ am . then , went to eat at tamp then home . around 3++ am (?)

so , i had so much fun yesterday . it was fucking splendid i tell ya . hehs . but , abit sad . ;(

nevermind , i'm done talking . byeeees !

-hold me in your arms , coz i'm falling .. hold me in your arms , when we're sleeping ..

ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

confused . i want but i don't want . why ?

2009-12-27T14:32:00.002+08:00

hellos .

yesterday slept at 4am++ . i'm just too obsessed doing my art . lol . i've been doing it to occupy my free time . then , at 9am , someone just disturbed my sleep . i talked shit then put down the phone to sleep . pfft !

okay , i haven't bathe yet . holyfuck , look at the time . lol . its already 2.40pm++ . pfft . later laa . so malas . heehs .

besok birthday ikhsan ! happy birthday ikhsan !!! wee . hehs .

nothing else to say . bye .

-i noe u can't stay so i won't be waiting , anticipating for the fall ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

puffy eyes ! gahh~

2009-12-25T13:09:00.002+08:00

hello .

omg , my eyes is motherfucking puffy . grr .. its because when i wanna go to sleep , it just started to itch so badly that i rubbed it so hard . then , i gave up , i just slept . this is what happen when you don't keep eye drops handy despite knowing that your eyes is sensitive -.-

mum forced me to wake up at 9am++ . wth . i slept at 3 last night . pfft !

today is christmas . lol . i don't seems to care . maybe going out later when dad and bro has returned from their friday prayers . i wish we will go to the floral shop later . i wanna buy plants ! kay , i love plants okay . hehes . i wanna buy some plants or seed maybe ? i dont know if mum wanna get insecticide spray ..

my senses tells me that your love for me fades every second .. ):

kay , i don't know what else to say la fuckeeeers ! bye :)

-fikiran ku jadi tak tentu arah bila memikirkan mu ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

i miss you , i swear .

2009-12-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

i miss the old you . i swear i do . ian , cn i get the old u back ? pls . i realised that i still love you . i miss you . you're stuck in my mind , in my heart . gahh !

ian ! i miss you !

-i want the old times to come back ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

old ? argh !

2009-12-24T22:20:00.001+08:00

fuck ! someone says that i look like a sec 3 girl . wtf ?

kay , post tak perlu . just bored .

-hanya untukmu ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii

i can't breathe . i'm shock . i didn't expect that .

2009-12-24T21:42:00.003+08:00

heyyloow ..

just now went out with that hot chiq , nurindah , and that tall guy , danial zikry . lols . went to orchard then bugis then sim lim then simei then inter then home . hehs . i've bought my school bag but not school shoes ! fuckfuckfuck ! when sia nak beli ? pfft . oh , bought new wallet too . same as nurindah . planned to wear the same when school reopens . wee ~

i'm really shock la girl . i can't breathe the minute u told me . i really didn't expect this . i was praying that u were joking but u're not . its hard for me to accept this fact . i felt so awkward .. so wrong .. so confused .. why him ? i didn't expect this at all . i collapsed , i drowned in my own tears . i screamed , cried and bleed in the inside .i wanna leave him but i can't . he's my drug , how can i ? everytime he says he wanna leave me , i just wanna scream and say to him ' please don't go ! please don't leave me ! please .. i'm lost without u .. ' -only for the both of you that understands yea .. :)

so , batam was fun . i rebonded my hair and did facial . actually , u can't see any difference . haha . slept in one room with sofea and bathed with her . weehoo ! fun ~ hehs . went karaoke too . i forget what else happened :o so forgetful . *shakeshead*

tomorrow , i don't know if mum let me follow kak ina go sentosa . i hope so . amiin .

nothing else to say motherfuckers ! byeeee ~

-loving you from the start is total fantasy ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii~

jumps around in excitement :)

2009-12-19T15:33:00.002+08:00

hello .

woahh , tomorrow leaving liao lehh ! wee ~ excited gilerr ..

well , going out later . idk wanna go where (?)

i can't wait to swim . my spine is already hurting like fuck ! haha .

i hate fighting with you . its always because of me . i'm blamed . i really don't know where i've gone wrong okay . its always me must start the conversation with you after the fight . it felt mother freaking awkward okay ! why me ? haish ..

okay , nothing else to say . bye ~

-beautiful things maybe deadly ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

life is nothing without music :(

2009-12-17T18:36:00.002+08:00

hello .

currently downloading songs into both of my mp3 . i'm just preparing for the batam trip . haha , just afraid that i'll be bored there . at night , before i sleep , must listen to music . then , when going there , ride on the ferry , gonna listen to music too yaww . wtf ! i'm just afraid that i would throw up in the ferry . well , i got giddy when it comes to ferry ride . hahaha , kay , budow .

currently just chatting with wan superstarr . lol . sabar jela kawan .. pompan memang gytuu . ^^

i can't wait to shop at batam ! gahh ! super excited ! gonna do facial , hair treatment (maybe) and rebond my hair . wee-hoo ! hehehe . excited like woahh . lols .

my phone still hasn't rang . well , if you know wad i mean *keningnaiknaik* hehs .

kay la , takde pape nak ckp lagi la motherfucker . byee je la ehk ?

-party from the sun down to sun rise . ignore what they say . we're gonna rock this town !
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

shocked , screamed in the inside :)

2009-12-16T23:50:00.003+08:00

hellos .

today is another fine day . as usual , wake up at 12++ then mandi then makan then tengok 'cinderella story' . awww , so sweet :) then , potong rambut agyy . lol .

okay , just now something really shocking happened . hahaha . kay , just now i was listening to ria ar . then ada competition sambong pantun . so i tried but i didn't get any idea . then ayah gimme an idea . so , i just send in for fun . suddenly , tenga nak reply msg someone , ada private number calling . siol , aku terkejot . then just answer . it was that dj ! omfg . shock giler . so , just answered what he asked . he asked what song i wanna hear . i'm so shock that i can't think of any song . so , i just say 'russian roulette' by rihanna . omg omg . i don't know they like receive it so fast . lol . yea , so , i won for that pantun . lol , kay aku kental . diam ehhhhh ~

yeay ! sofea can go batam !!!! alhamdulillah ya allah ! aku ada teman ! hooray ~ sayang dia ! kay , i owe u chocolate . just don't rogol me . hehehes .

nothing else to say la motherfuckers ! bye ..

-my happiest moments were incomplete if you weren't by my side ...
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

when i'm pissed , its not for long .

2009-12-15T21:08:00.002+08:00

hello , fuckers . hehs .

today , went to renew my passport at ica . yeah , had to renew it as i'm going to batam this sunday i guess . wee ~ i'm excited . i really really really hoping that kak nana can come along ! *prayshard* today went with ayah , abg and husnee . i also dont know why he's there so don't ask me . hehs .

wtf , tadi siang baru bukak comp den kena pekik sebab nak gy ica ! wtf . aku lari gy ruma mama sebab nak kena amek passport . haiyyy ... geram ~

punye la lama kena queue .. dari 2+ pm to 5+ pm . wtf kan ? hais . then , gy makan kat idk where (?) lols .

gahh ! aku blom beli kasot skola ! and aku nak beli baju skola yer ... sheesh .

tak sabar nak gy batam . nak shop till drop . wee-hoo ! pray for me tht i'll return safely . and do miss me^^ hehs .

nothing else to say . byeee fuckers !

-keep your hands off my boy , you bitch !
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

feeling down is really not the thing .

2009-12-14T14:41:00.002+08:00

hello , finally , i get to update . phew ~

kay , i've been writing alot inside my new diary that atiqa gave . thanks hunney ! heheh .

sofea coming later . yeay ! *jumpsaround*

uploaded new photos in fb . do view them okaes ? :)

nothing much happen for the past few days . just went fishing at east coast , went to parkway yesterday and went to airport too . when my relatives from malaysia came , we all went to orchard to see the light decos and went to marina barrage which someone kicked the water and wet my pants -.- fucking pissed off . ohya , celebrated ayah shukor's birthday too :) bought him a delicious fruit cake . lols .

anything else ? i can't remember ar . don't really feel like talking right now . byee motherfuckers !

-katakan kau cinta aku dan hanya aku di dalam hati mu ...

ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2009-12-08T17:41:00.002+08:00

hello peeps !

today is a boring day . grr ! fuck ar , i woke up at 12+ pm . siol ar , tido mcm babi siol .... grr . i hate waking up late !

so , woke up and bathe . then , watch tv till now . wtf ... super bored . idk what else to do .

to aikel : yela , takpe la :)

i wanna go and watch new moon la siyorl . tak tengok criter tu pon takpe ar . nak tengok wayang jer , plishh .. bored at home ! movies anyone ? :)

anyone did the hbl worksheet already ? pls tell me ! i'm still thinking if i'm gonna do it or not . pfft ._.

da la , mls nak bobal . byeee ~

-kau tak butuh aku . aku hanya patung bagi mu ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2009-12-07T08:03:00.002+08:00

hello world ! :)

yeay , back to update . huhuu . currently , just chatting with sumone that tries to irritate me early in the morning ! haha . u didn't irritate me , u are making me laugh . yay ! someone made my day . aww , how swit ? ;)

last two days , went to my dad's fren's place to see his son . his son just met with an accident . sheesh . such a small boy but i'm really impressed by him coz he's super strong ! just came back from hospital , can play soccer sio ~ lols .

kay , ibu made me , abg and kak ina laugh . you know , people usually says 'blur sotong' right ? she says ' blur kobis' . i was like ? wtf ? hahahaha ~ cabbage also blur mehh ? -.- then, people also usually says 'step anjing' then my mum says 'step kobis' . wtf kan ? i and kak ina was like laughing rabakrabak siol ! lol . lmao .

yesterday , went jemputan . idk whose ar . i think my mum's old neighbour . then when we're walking , mat-mats cuci pinggan looked at kak ina . yeah , i suppose they were looking at her . then senyum2 .. wtf ! muka klau handsome sangat tkper . lols . then , time me and kak ina taking pics in the car , ada satu mamat ni , dia drive a lorry , tengokkan kita and senyum2 . wtf ar ! eew , disgusting ! i tink kat lorry tuw takde mirror untok dia cerminkan diri dia -.-

today , gonna buy school books with atiqa . that aikel da kata nak teman aku , abey tak jadi . sheesh .. don't care what people say ar . gini , aku tak sayang kau . blueykblueyk ! ;p abe smlm otp ngn atiqa sampai 3+ am . i slept at 4 , wake up at 6.45 am . amazing kan ? ;) now , i'm totally hungry ! bangon je lapar . rabakss~

i think thats all i've got to say . i'll update soon okehh ! ;)

-genggam jemari ku kasih , walau apa pun yang terjadi ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2009-12-04T16:37:00.003+08:00

haluuuu :)

firstly , sorry atiqa sebab aku tak ikot gy karaoke sebab aku maluuu . heheh . unbelievable kan aku malu ? lmao .

lol , abg saw what i wrote about karaoke thingy and he said 'adek , kau tak bole malu2 nie smua . kluakan bakat yang terpendam ..' macam paham . -.-

yesterday , slept at 3 am again and woke up at 12+ . kay , rabak . tido macam babi . heheh . mandimandimandi then kluar jumpa orang then balek . currently waiting for qaqa . pfft .

i'm super hungry right now . yesterday , i just can't stop eating . stopped for 7 mins gytu then masok dapur , cari makan lagi . omfg . growing fat , seriously .

i cut my hair , again . i mean , tipiskan agyy . my hair mcm tk guna gytu . da tipiskan , cepat grow tebal balek . fuckerr . :p

aikel , aku sayang kau ! haha . dating partner kuu . lol . okay people , dating partner is a normal friend okay motherfucker ? jangan pikir yang bukan2 . pfft . tatawu pape , jangan cakap . tak baek memfitnah orang ... :P

kay , done talking . i'll update tomorrow i guess ? :)

-meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan , ku ikhlas untuk bertahan ...
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2009-12-02T15:50:00.008+08:00

bonjour ~ lol . steppy :P

yesterday , slept at 3 am . woke up at 11 am . not that bad huh ? yeah . so , mandi then kemas rumah then maen comp . wahh , like daily routine liao eyy ... haha . no plans ar today .

argh ! today new moon is out on cinemas !!! i wanna watch ~ but i tenga pokai :( *sobs* nevermind la . i've never watched twilight but i wanna try to watch new moon . macam gerek jer aku tengok :P hopefully , ada orang offer aku gy tengok wayang , lol ! as if thats gonna happen :p

mendak sio ... aku seriously tatawu nak buat apa . haixx . fadh and asyura ajak lepak . siol ar , malas sei . haha . bastard ~

i'm super hungry right now . but i hope i wont eat 2 plates of rice again . haha . prangai macam babi sio . lol . ni smue , ikhsan punye pasal . aku pun da terikot pakai word 'macam babi' . haha .

i'm so addicted to 'bad romance' song and 'dangerously in love' song . lol . keep repeating this two songs -.-

da ar , aku malas nak bobal . takde pape nak cakap . so , bye je la yer. heheh . ^^

-i want your love , i want your revenge . i want your love , i don't wanna be friends . je veux ton amour , et je veux ta revanche , je veux ton amour , i don't wanna be friends ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2009-12-02T15:50:00.006+08:00

hello :)

fuck man ! yesterday slept at 4 am then woke up at 1pm this afternoon . tido macam babi . da start jadi nocturnal jugakk . gahh ! den , tak jadi klua ngan ibu . pfft . so sad :(

mum cooked nasi lemak today so finally , we ate as one family . idk why i'm like super hungry today that i ate 2 plates of rice . makan macam babi . hahaha . maybe coz mum's cooking is finger liking good :) i'm growing fat , not tall . haha :p
woke up , kemas rumah , mandi , mengadap computer . ish3 ... terok . haha .

super bored today . nothing to do . all i cn do is listen to songs , sing , golek2 atas katil , sleep . whatthehell ? hidup macam gini , rabakk seii ~ lols .

i'm staring at the phone but still , the phone hasn't rang . LOL .

kay , idk what to say . ohya , i'm freaking uploading the photos that i took with kak nana . gahh ! so confuse . too many and idk which one i've uploaded . stupid kan aku ? -.-

there's nothing else i have to say . so , till here . imma update if i'm bored . :P

-i'm living in a world that i thought there was you and me ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2009-12-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

hello . imma update okaes ? :)

currently , webcam-ing with atiqa♥. wee~! heheh .

just now , qaqa♥ came to my house . haha . fun la jugak . wee ...

yessa ! 115 songs in my phone . nurindah , thanks alot !!! sayang kau sngt2 . haha

mom♥ is not werking tomorrow so i really hope to go breakfast with her . wee !

super bored right now , just chatting with atiqa♥. haha . chatting with her is fun only that i dnoe wad to do besides chatting with her .. don't get it wrong .

i wanna watch paranormal activity !! lol . info tak perlu .

u, i'm sorry ... truly i am ... :(

idk what else to say ar . done talking . i'll update tomorrow , insyallah .

-i've been afraid that you would walk away ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2009-12-01T16:27:00.002+08:00

heyy :)

currently downloading songs and themes for my phone . lol .

so , just now went out at 2pm to go inter to purchase flu tablets for myself and mum but i was unable to purchase it coz i'm only 13 . motherfucker laa ! i'm already sick for 5 days .. haiyyy ... then , met aikel to get contact solution then followed him to exchange stuff or something (?) then , went home . yeah , what a boring day .

so , yesterday went to pasir ris park to make a surprise for deary ally :) i hope it was really suprising and memorable for her . took photos alot . wanna view the photo , go see at atiqa's blog kay2 . heheh :) for me , yesterday was super splendid ! hehe .

i don't think i wanna go on talking . i don't feel like talking right now . sorry :(

-if i could be sweet , i noe i've been a real bad girl ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii

2009-11-30T10:01:00.002+08:00

happy birthday ally !
happy birthday ally !
happy birthday ally !
happy birthday ally !
happy birthday ally !

yay :) ally turned 14 ! happy birthday sayang ! :)

-mengapa semua jadi serba salah ?
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

2009-11-30T09:50:00.005+08:00

hello people . sorry that i have to delete the previous post . idk why it went crazy . pfft .

last two days , i slept at kak ina's place . reached there at 1 am . lol . late huh ? then , talked and laughed with her , as usual , till 3.30 am then we sleep . woke up at 10+ (?) she bought new phone sio ~ wahhh . touchscreen ... its super nice lorr . got alot of games . the games also very fun :) yesterday, i played farmville . i have to take care of ducks that is super starving while i have to collect their eggs and sell it off , i have to water the plants for the ducks to eat , capture the bear and sell it off . isn't it hard to be a farmer ? lol . its just a game ._.

yesterday , my family was planning to go for a holiday to kl for 3 days i guess ? alaahhh , malas seii nk gy holiday . pfft . -.-

idk if i'm going out today . i'm so lazy ! i think i have to go out with friends as someone told me to ... pfft ! ._.

semua aku buat , semua salah . apa kau nak pun aku tak paham ! grrr ~

kay , i'm done talking . nothing much to talk . i'll update soon okaeyh ? :)

-i hate the times when u hurt me and put tears on my face ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~

enjoying the moments with her :)

2009-11-27T07:08:00.003+08:00

hello , first of all , i would like to say to all of you , selamat hari raya aidiladha . lol . look at the time , i'm posting this early in the morning .. i woke up and i'm unable to sleep back . so , i'll talk about yesterday .so , yesterday , i went out with kak nana<3>kay la , this part kita skip yer ? x)

second stop :- bugis street . went there to look at stuffs like dresses , shirts , pants , skirts and many more la . kak nana bought 3 pairs of cute earrings . aww , cutestuff . lol . then , we got ourselves drinks . i bought papaya milkshake and she bought milo ice blended . then , we went to the new shopping centre , just beside bugis street . idk whats the name of the new shopping centre . yeah , the place is so wonderful . we walked around . we loved the arcades . there are like 2 big arcades could be found . and we also went to the open space . kinda okay la . it has got a nice sight . ohya , there's many statues was put to exhibition . the statues looks scary ! hahaha . some exhibitions was put up also , they were all so cool ! :) kay , done at bugis . we went to our third stop .

third stop :- expo ! heheh . went there as there was john little sale and imma have to get some stuff . unexpectedly , yesterday was crowded . whatthefuck , tak kerja ke orangorang nie ? pfft . as usual , we looked at stuffs . but , i got abit dizzy as there was too many people and many things there . and i also think becoz i drank that papaya milkshake made my tummy churns . lol . i felt like puking . orang whatthefuck , ira macam mengandong siyal ! heheh . we looked at clothes then at the perfumes . bought one of them . then , we also bought face masks and two cadbury chocolate bars for 8 bucks . total expenditure was 30 bucks . lol . we did spot some cute guys around. lol ! sempat~

fourth stop :- airport ! this one , superb fun . kay , first , we went to terminal 3's macd as i wanted to grab some bites . lol . after that , we walked to idk where . there was some deco of christmas balls . we took photos there and then , continued walking . we saw a 'castle' . there were kids playing there . u noe , the flatable type where those kids jumps around .wee~ unfortunately , me and kak nana was too old for it . lol ! we then went up to idk where to find a spot to sit . yeah , we did . we saw aeroplanes landed . we ate the chocolates , do stupid faces , took photos , laughed :) then , ayah called . he asked where was i . i lied that i was at bugis . then , ayah said he wanted to video call but can't so i asked him to wait while i change the mode . skali , teringat yang aku tipu . dengardengar , bugis kosong ! lol . then , i quickly say ' tak bole ar yah . adek rasa adek tak bole on' lol ! kak nana was already laughing . hehe . then , we walked to somewhere that is very nice ! haha . before we got on the escalator , we saw a pack of tissue on the floor . i asked kak nana to pick it up but she didn't then when we were about to got on the escalator , i acted to turn back to get the tissue then this kak nana pergi ikotkan ! lol . laughed like crazy people . then , took the skytrain to go to terminal 2 . before we searched for the 'place' , we went to the washroom first . while we were walking towards the washroom , there was two policemen was standing at the entrance of people who wanna go other countries . then , this two policemen called us ' u ! u !' kak nana didn't heard that so i ignored . lol . when we patah balik to search for the 'place' , that guy called again . skali , kak nana turned to look . that guy said ' u ! my kawan nak kenalkenal ' we just walked away . bodoh peyh police . i mean , he have the looks but the kawan ..... heheh . kak nana dnoe where the 'place' was as she ever searched the place before with abang but didn't get to find the place . but this time , we did ! the place is so nice that we didn't even wish to get out from there . there's a room which is air-conditioned and hair dryers could be found and the washrooms was so nice as there was showers . lol . we got damn crazy that we took alot of photos . heheh .. we spent half an hour there . lols .fifth stop :- bedok inter . kay , before this , we took the mrt to get to bedok . u noe , we have to terminate at tanah merah . we got off at the wrong side and we boarded the wrong mrt . lol , paisehhh ! we went to simei instead of bedok . whatthefuck , ketawa macam nak rabak . hahah . then , we took the correct mrt luh . when da sampai bedok , we took the escalators as usual and there was this 2 guys kept on looking at us . whatthehell , stare semacam . then when we came to a point where we go our own way , they ' swit2 ' or calling us . lol . unfortunately , they were ignored . lol . bodoh peyh mamat ! nak attention jer . :) after buying some stuffs at bedok inter , went home while kak nana went to tampines to lepak . got home at 8+ pm . shared alot stories to kak nana , so did she .

da balek , malam pergi airport , lagi . ate at ya kun kaya and popeyes with pakbusu , cik wati , hafiz , wini , afiq , ayah , ibu and of coz , me . lol . after that , went home sweet home . weeee ~

macam whatthefuck , i spoilt my new ear piece ! baru pakai 5 hari . grr !
kay , done talking . :) ohya , if this post is boring , just learn to appreciate coz i woke up early just to post this xp wanna view the photos , see at my facebook kay . i will upload soon . we took 113 photos in total ._.

-ku merindu kan cinta yang tulus datang dari hatimu ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii

the fuckingfreaking time .

2009-11-25T13:18:00.002+08:00

i changed ? if i did , do tell me . if its really bad , slap me . i hate myself right now . idk what to do about it . grr . why is it always gotta be me ? and why is it always i get too comfortable and trust people so fast ? why is it always because of my stupidfucking behaviour , people hate me ? hais .

-puas sudah ku berikan segalanya namun akhir cerita tak dapat lagi diubah ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii

2009-11-25T11:27:00.003+08:00

kay , hello again aliens . :) now , this will be a proper post . wee~

so last night , after fetching my mum from work , we went to changi and dad was fishing . my mum and i was bored so we sat in the car . mum slept but i turn on the radio to a total blast . lol . can we skip this ? pfft . info tak perlu la kaaaans .

so , reached home , changed then lie down on my bed . listen to songs ... then abg reached home . he went shopping at expo . and guess what ? he bought me a bottle of perfume ! wahhhhh .. baek jugak abg aku , ingat pulak kat aku . hehe . maklumlah , dia da dapat gaji . sayaang abg ! :) after that , went back to my bed to listen to songs .

kay , something freaky is going on with me . idk why every night , when i listen to my songs and look out of the window , i will cry . siao kan ? lol .

kay , done talking . hope my friends will come over to my house today . amin . :)

-mencintaimu ku jadi begini ...
ira ; doryy ; hikuii

2009-11-25T11:21:00.003+08:00

hello .

happy birthday haikal !
happy birthday haikal !
happy birthday haikal !
happy birthday haikal !
happy birthday haikal !

kay , idk what i do this for .
*this post is randomly to wish happy birthday . please take note :)

-even if we're in the darkest tower , i won't desert you .
ira ; doryy ; hikuii

2009-11-24T19:08:00.003+08:00

back to post . hello weird readers ! lol .

fuck that msn mayn ! i can't sign . gahh ! go to hell la to that motherfucker . lol .

so this morning , atiqa called me at 9am and i put the fan's controller to my ear instead of my fone . ._. then , picked up . after humming to her , went to bathe . then , siap2 then kluar . tunggu bus .. reached interchange , waited for atiqa . then , went to mac's . atiqa blanja me . yay ! thanks atiqa . sayang kau bangeeeet :)

then , went to buy her contact lenses . that auntie , so the otak mati ! we haven't finished looking at the colours , she kept it already . stupid right ? then atiqa anyhow say 'i want brown ar' . lol . after that , went to print some pictures . i need it as i wanna decorate my room . yeah , i know , very ugly . hahahah . then , went to her house .

then dnoe do what . watch youtube , facebooking , laugh like hell . after about 4 hours (?) , we took the bus 17 and alight near bedok green sec there . walk towards the bust stop near baywater there as atiqa want to go to pasir ris . her routine . lol . then , while we were standing at the traffic light , got this two men inside a van honked his horn and we looked at them . they drove past us while waving . whatthefuck was that for ? otak mati~ then , waited for bus 21 ..

while waiting , we saw a bus . the bus has a chupa chup's pictures , u know , advertising it or something . then you know what it says for the advertising it ? it says " the pleasure of sucking " . heyy , don't you think it sounds wrong ? otak mati punya chupa chup ! hahah .

its like whatthefuck ? waited for bus 21 around half an hour ? otak mati punya bus 21 ! lol . then , walk home sweet home .

at home , termenong , nyanyi2 macam orang otak senget tepi tingkap . lol . boring siyorl ~
i guess i'm done talking already . :) bye weirdo-s .

-you said we wouldn't be apart . but what is happening now ?
ira ;doryy ;hikuii

2009-11-23T20:18:00.003+08:00

hello readers . i'm back to update :) yeay . lol .

so , today went out to school at 12.45 pm but unfortunately , the cmt make-up lesson is actually on 23 dec instead of 23 nov . macam wtf kan ? waste my time . and why must the school be so stupiyd ? they sent me an sms that the make-up lesson is actually on 23 dec at 3.46 pm . pfft !

so , i release my temptation to play the piano . yay ! i felt so good~ hee . then , went out to meet ally , azhar , iffah , ikhsan . i was with nisa and nurindah . then , went to atiqa's house . we watched 2012 which i didnt really understand as my mouth just can't stop talking ! hee . yeah , thats me , chatterbox .

then , walked home with nurindah at 6.15pm . god , both of us was crazy . we sang , ran and laughed so loudly while walking home . haha . was fun actually . indah , OIROL :) (orang isap rokok otak lembab) gagagaga .

haiyy , today my phone so silent :( yeah , he didnt text me , thats what i mean .

okay , i'm done . :)

-you're my one love , my one heart , my one life for sure . let me tell you one time , "boy , i love you"

ira; doryy; hikuii

2009-11-22T14:13:00.003+08:00

haluuuu ;) its been so long since i updated my blog huh ? the internet connection went wrong so i just can't be bothered to turn on my comp . so , i did today . yeay !

so , for the past few days , friends has been coming to my house to watch movies . pretty fun aye . we also played 'chubby bunny' . hahas . we looked so cute , didnt we ? *winks*

my double-deck bed arrived on 181109 . haha , lols . at first , i'm abit scared to climb up coz it was so high ! thats what i think but many said its not . hmmm ... yeah , my bed is up there . something really pisses abang off - each time i move , a squeaky sound is created . hahaha . i always got scolded because of that . i felt like remy from rat-a-too-ee at night . can see the roads and many cars . hee . i'm also afraid of sleeping alone at night . my brother works the night shift so i'm abit scared . you know , like the feeling of 'someone' sleeping on my brother's bed . gahh ~

ala ,, tomorrow schooling ;( curse you CMT ! 1 to 5 pm siyorl .. tak fair ! hmph .

argh , bby , can we live for one day without fighting ? i'm sick of it . ( random . lols )

yesterday i watched kangen and suddenly , plop ! my tears fell . haha . yea , i have to admit does touched me . argh ... sedih . *tsktsk* lol .

alhamdulillah , MSN da okay , blog da okay ..

so , yeah , i'm done . ;) i'll update soon yeah . daaaaa~

-you know that i want you , cause i'm freak bitch and you know that i need you , i want a bad , bad romance ..

2009-11-13T10:32:00.004+08:00

hello :)

omfg ! i'm truly obsessed by sebastiano555 on youtube . the way he played piano is like , making me wanna cry . how come he's good ? he have miracle fingers isit ? argh ! he's pissing me off . lol . god , i want miracle fingers like his !! :)

kay , obviously i'm struggling on learning the piano . lol , i can't read notes . i can only learn by fingering which is still , i'm slow . argh .. watching those tutorials at times works but sometimes i just gave up like that . pfft . kay , forget it . lol .

so , no plans for today . haiyy , another boring day at home . what should i do ? hm .. can't stay in front of the computer for too long as my spine is always hurting , which is happening right now . tsk tsk ! spine oh spine .. can u please be straight ? lol . i really need a body braces , i don't care if the doctor says i don't require one . i wanna start early on this age as my bone is still flexible .. lol :)

so , i'm done . :)

-i've been afraid that you would walk away ...

ira ; doryy ; hikuii :)

life oh life ...

2009-11-12T20:46:00.003+08:00

monty , my cat . love her so much ! :)

alhamdulillah ! my internet is okay already ! :) so , just now went to atiqa's crib , as it was stated in the previous post . went off alone at 5.28 pm to meet mum at bedok inter . we ate together at long john . haah . its was so long ever since we went out together , just the both of us . yeah , so it was fine . as per normal , didn't talk much . idk why we don't really talk to each other . only at times . tsk tsk~

aikel , you owe me a date and a song okay ! don't forget . hee . :) sayang kauu .

haiyy , having a hard time learning on how to play songs on my keyboard . omg . at times , i really feel like giving up . but , can't resist to play on it whenever i sees it . lols . can anyone good at it teach me ? pfft -.-

my hair is fugly ! ._. random .

oh ya , happy birthday yayat ! hope you had fun celebrating with sis . lol . you always have fun spending time with sis , isn't it ? :)

i'm done , signing off :)

-aku tak tahu mengapa begitu sulit untuk aku melepaskan mu tetapi aku juga tidak tahu mengapa begitu perih untuk melepaskan dirimu pergi ..

ira ; doryy ; hikuii:)

2009-11-12T16:59:00.002+08:00

hello :) currently at atiqa's place .

haiyya , tried so hard to update my blog this morning but idk why i can't . dnoe what navigation shits ! pfft . sick of internet connection at home .

nothing much happened . luckily parents let me out today or i can turn crazy staying at home . lol .

i really prayed that internet at home will recover soon . Amin .

-maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru . sulut gairah jiwamu , ku yang dosakan cinta , kekasih hatiku ..

ira ; doryy ; hikuii:)

2009-11-11T09:25:00.002+08:00

yay :) update for today . lol . yesterday didnt update . in fact , didnt even touch my comp . looks like i can live without comp for one day ehh . lol . obviously . so , nothing much happened yesterday . woke up , bathed , watch tv , listen to songs , talk to atiqa , bathed , watch tv , play keyboard , get an ice cream . lol . everyday is all about eating though . :)

idk why i can't sign in to my msn . urgh ! shit you . lol . so , right now , enjoying crab stick . its really a stick , not the red colour one . i hate that one . tastes like plastic ! i rather eat the wrapper than that thing right ? haa .

so , hows your hols ? mine is like super bored . dont even think of doing my hbl worksheet . pfft . dnoe when i'm going to start on that and when am i gonna end doing that shit ! argh~

erm ,, i feel like eating ice cream again right now .. hmm ... but my coughs will get worse . lol , heckcare uhh . gonna get some later . weee~

so , i'm off for now . ira ; doryy ; hikuii

-when you love someone , you'll do anything . you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain ..

2009-11-09T16:16:00.002+08:00

heyy , second post for today . yaay . pfft , whatever . currently , i'm not in the mood . haiyy , everyday , without fail , there's a fight . pfft . fucking sick of life kayyy . grr~

just now , met nurindah and she accompanied me to trim my hair further . i mean , my hair is thick so i went for thinning . yay , the lady that i like cut my hair for me . totally cutestuff . haha .

we then bought mash potato and bandung then we ate under the void deck . talk about stuffs and laughed alot . lol . indah , aku dah jadi mcm kau . kita bukan orix , kita rockstarr ! :p

i love my hair . lol . thanks indah for accompanying me :)

we both cried cause when you're with him , you trust him when he says he loves you & you believed em' . i cried coz i've been cheated before , just like youre experiencing .

ira ; doryy ; hikuii:)

2009-11-09T07:43:00.007+08:00

hellow :) wee~ woke up early today . as early as 6 am ! lols . just because i wanna pass my trackpants to iffah . :D she'll be going for OBS at Pulau Ubin for the whole week ! oh ya , Farid went also .

so , i had my haircut yesterday . it was fine . no much difference . my fringe is shorter and i like it alot . just that my hair start to curl again , not like it was rebonded .. its okay . its been a year plus since i rebond . hee :D

so , for today , i'll be stuck at home coz dad told me to stay home . WTF ! bored seii . :( i wish there's a friend that could come over and accompany me . i don't wanna play comp the whole day right ? pfft . oh ! dad asked to get rid of those books and papers in my room , preparing for the new bed to come . FGS ! there's too many books and papers~ urgh . have to do it mayn .

so , yesterday after cutting my hair , i helped kak ina paint her room . lol . it was so funny . we laughed while we paint . :D i love you sis :)

so , thats the post for now . i guess i'll post a few today due to boredom . but , i guess only . lol .

Please forgive me , i know not what to do
Please forgive me , i can't stop loving you ..

ira ; doryy ; hikuii :)

2009-11-08T12:17:00.002+08:00

isn't little boots hot ? lol . really addicted to her song - remedy . wee~ random post for now . totally bored uhh .

currently doing : chatting with alfian and lemon . alfian is really pissing me off . haha . listening to remedy song and singing along . wee~

aniwae ,, i really nid a hair cut , really nid to trim it . god~ kak ina , please accompany me to the salon .. :)

done , bye . lol . boring post huh ? your problem :P

2009-11-08T11:46:00.002+08:00

pics of celebration dad's birthday and their 18th anniversary in advance . suppose to occur on 8th november . lol . celebrated at airport . first , we ate at popeyes and ate brownies . wee~ oh ya , more pics can be found at facebook . view if you want . :)

2009-11-07T15:55:00.005+08:00

wee~ finally changed my blogskin and having a tagboard . hopefully there's a hater no more . had enuf of it . lol . thanks ally :)

kay , after one week of swimming lessons , i'm totally tanned rite now . gosh~ hope my skin will be back to normal . haha . however , had alot of fun swimming . did i swim like doryy ? hmm ... lol . i can swim at deep pool too coz i noe how to stay afloat . wee~ thanks to the coach for teaching us . :)

omg , there's too many pimples growing on my face !! argh~ kay , random . but i'm, totally hating pimples ! :(

idk what to say here . lol . yesterday , went to ally's house and reached home at 7 . got scolded by dad coz i went home maghrib . wth . i really must be home early and not to merayap . i was thinking of staying at mama's house so that i can have a sweet escape from parents nagging . wee~

my double deck bed has not arrived , yet . haiyy .. hope it wont arrive at all coz i love my bed rite now ! single and comfortable .. hee . done talking already , byee .

Temptation calls like Adam to the apple but,I will not be caught . No more poison killing my emotion ,I will not be frozen , singing is my remedy ..

2009-11-01T16:55:00.003+08:00

hello . finally , i update my blog . dead , dead ,dead ~ busy ? kinda .

weee ! excitement to the max~ having swimming lessons tmorrow and for the whole week ! how cool is that ? haa . organised by the school . soon , i'm going to be a certified swimmer . lol .

yeah , been busy nowadays . err , after school , lepak with ally♥ , farid♥ , ikhsan♥ , atiqa♥ , aikel♥ and azhar♥ . i dont know what we've been doing . kay , i forgot -.- doryyyy . lol . wad i remember was that we played soccer . haha . erm , wad else ? dnoe .

thank god , i have a keyboard ! thts what i've been wishing for . eventhough i may be damn lousy in playing it and i dnoe how to play it , atleast i'm trying my very best to learn . yupp . absolutely . so , if you think i'm really lousy , show me what you've got ! :P

about my EOY result . ah , shut up . i got the 18th place in class and 92nd in my level . kay , i noe i'm dumb so if you think you're smart , teach a slow person like me okay . thaaanks .

i love my sis , i love my keyboard , i love my friends . i have boify no-no okay . haha . random . atleast my blog is updated . appreciate ! :) haha , pakse sio . bye then .

Got a problem tell me now ... Only thing thats on my mind , who's gonna run this town tonite ..

2009-10-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

wee ~ ira's back . yeah , now using kak ina's macbook . wee ! pretty obsessed by it luh ..

nth much happened these days . just busy studying , tuition , sleep .. obviously coz its exam period . thank god its gonna over soon . but just not sure that i'm gonna pass coz i didn't do it seriously . nice one , ira . end of year exam siaa . come on luh ! kay , i noe i'm such a stupid girl . haha .

just now , i dnoe whats the crying all about . thanks . haha . i dnoe why i cried . frustrated i guess ? oh , i'm such a looser . haha .

went to iffah's place . planned to do the sec 2's art in the first place but in the end , we ended up watching movies while drawing . thanks iffah for setting up the movies that really distracts them . hah .

pretty bored rote now . just pray hard for me and for yourself for a great result for exams yeah .

now , pretty obsessed with pianos and stuffs . lol . totally loved it<3>

4 days didn't see abg's face . its the switching schedule . great ! lol .

exam for mother tongue , english , math , science , history and literature - did it seriously . the rest , fail also nevermind ! lol .

whats the fighting and quarelling all about ar ?

2009-10-03T12:15:00.002+08:00

I throw all of your stuff away,
Then I clear you out of my head
,I tear you out of my heart,
And ignore all your messages,
I tell everyone we are through,
'Cause I'm so much better without you,
But it's just another pretty lie,
'Cause I break down,
Every time you come around,Oh, oh,
So how did you get here under my skin,
I Swore that I'd never let you back in,
Should've known better,
Than tryin' to let you go,
'Cause here we go, go, go, go again,
Hard as I try I know I can't quit,
Something about you is so addictive,
We're fallin' together,
You'd think that by now I'd know,
'Cause here we go, go, go again
You never know what you want,
And you never say what you mean,
But I start to go insane,
Every time that you look at me,
You only hear half of what I say,
And you're always showing up too late,
And I know that I should say goodbye,
But it's no use,
Can't be with or without you,Oh, oh..

2009-09-27T00:01:00.003+08:00

ello people:)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR BATIN ..

alrite people , i'm back to update . yay !:) kay , i'm tired right now coz just now i followed ibu went to her friends' houses .. yeah , truly exhausted because of my high heels . all you have to know is that , i've been hating wearing high heels !! :( for goodness sake okay . hehe .

yesterday , as it was stated <250909> , me , indah , nisa , atiqa , iffah , farid (!) , zaid , azhar , khairul went out to jalan rayer . met at atiqa's house . coincident , her mum was having an open house . :) her mum looks young and friendly . we started our jalan rayer like around 4+ ? we went to 8 houses . actually , we're just short of time yeah . actually , what , matters to me for this year's jalan rayer is the fun experience , not the money . wow , going jalan rayer with them is totally a thing ! a blast mayn~

what i love most is that when atiqa said that going out with us gerek coz we tak cerewet . phew ! all this time , i've been particular about that . i'm afraid that they serik going out with us coz we cerewet then they dowanna go out with us again :( as for yesterday , me , indah's and atiqa's legs hurts because of our high heels -.- mine are like the most high ! imagine !!! first time wearing , highest among all-.-

obviously , i walked slow . and so as nurindah . seriously shoe , thanks alot ! what i can do is just to smile to show that im okay . sakit ke tak , tetap senyuuuum ... haha , lol . it's always either me or nurindah will be at the back . gosh . what makes me feel bad is that farid will wait for us , to ensure our safety . he shouldn;t have done that . we'll be fine . just because of our shoes , it affects you . thanks alot guyy . you're such one caring person . love you . :)

what i hate is when he stares at me ! gosh . he really made me blush , make me wanna scream , make me wanna run . he's totally ridiculous . heh . but he's cute :) oooh , i love it when he winks . heh . ira tak betol~ he winked , with the kiss . lol . at madam hazwah's house . oh- my - god ! her house was totally driving all of us crazy ! it was fucking nice that we wished we stayed there ! all of us [except indah and nisa ] , stood at the balcony , sing , laugh , took photos , see people's house . fun :) i've told you , all i need is fun .

but , unfortunately , whatever starts , there's always the end . so we did met the end :( how i wish i could rewind the time . but what can i do ? i'm just one normal , small girl . i really love yesterday ! its my first time having those crazy moments . its really insane , trust me . thanks friends for all the joy you've brought . love you guys :) & its my first time going out till late at night with my friends . oh , thinking about this really makes me sad coz i have to let it go :(

till here this time .

single , single , single . & veryy happy :)

2009-09-23T14:49:00.002+08:00

hellow fellows ! :D

yeah , now in school , in comp lab (?) . hehe . ICT . bored~
skip , skip ...

today's school is fine ? can luhh . just got pissed of by people easily . what the hell , what is wrong with me ???!!! kay , wadever . i still put on that fake smile huh . blueyk !

kay , semalam pergi maen skateboard . i mean , thats what was planned but then it turned out to be something different which i totally hated , duh . people have always known that i've been hating the smell of cigarettes but looking at people smoke is not that bad . i mean , strangers who smokes , i'm fine but i totally , absolutely hate it when my own friends smokes . yeah , i know i'm like whatever . why in the world i write this in my blog but come on la , i really hate it . considerate ar. and don't think when you smoke , its cool . don't act to smoke if you don't even noe the meaning of tarek . what the hell ? go die laaaa~ abeyh asal kalau kau smoke ?

abe klau tak bole buat benda yang kau susah nak buat , jangan janji dulu boley ? buat dulu baru cakap . say it from the start and i can understand . i hate people lying . pfft .

aku single . kay , tak perlu .

i'm done , tata .

love being single

2009-09-08T15:04:00.001+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,So I'm already gone

each time i fall in love , i always got hurt .. it hurts alot . i'm speechless . this is all i have to say for this post yeahh ..

2009-08-26T17:11:00.002+08:00

hello everyone ! sorry for being missing for a very long time . hehe . lazy on comp de lahh ..

kay , managed to stead with him but only for 2 days ?!!! damn that abg la ! wth . cried alot . after knowing he have found his replacement the day after we break . fuck you whore ! lol .

oh ya , selamat berpuasa pada semua yea !! puasa betol2 , tkmo curi2 makan . tak guna sembunyi , Dia tetap melihat . hehe .

life nowadays is fun luhh .. i love me class mates ! wow .. boleh jadi giler sia hari2 .. haha . i laugh until i wanna pee luhh deyy !!! :X

about going for a relationship ehk ... hmm .. mcm da serik .. tatawu la . its not that i gave up . well , part of it luh . but then kan , the problem is , i lost trust in every guys , i have doubts in them . for me , thay are all the same . i am not ready for another midnight cries , i'm not ready for the hurt , i'm not ready for the loneliness after breaking , i'm not ready for another fight , i'm not ready for another criticise .. so pls , for the time being , just let me be by myself and let me enjoy my life with my friends . i really want to change to be a better person , a better friend , a better girlfriend . i still have alot more to learn . please understand:) till here can ? update next time .

LOL & regards,
ira hikuii:D

i just wanna be by myself for the time being .. all the guys are the same ..

2009-06-03T10:46:00.005+08:00

psst !! ira is back ! lalala ... hahaha . so , just now went to school . had my mother tongue oral . lol . wallauweii , so hard ar sia ! cn die . lol . lyk real ...

now , so bored . at home with my brother only . he's sleeping rite now yea so , can use comp . haha .

wth , i have problem in doing my holiday assignment , the e-learning thingy . aiyoo ... so troublesome .. hehe . very lazy to do la . aniwaes , june holidays like not holiday la eh . still got school , extra class , make up class , dnoe wad shit they organize such as games . oh come on , its JUNE HOLIDAY , let us rest la the whole month .. give us time to laze around , have fun , stress-free ... haish , they just don't understand . hahaha . almost everyday must come back to school . better yet don't call it june holidays wad .

yesterday got on the phone till late at night around 3+ . wow , so fun . haha .i dnoe why , suddenly i kena diarrhoea . wth ? in the middle of the night when everybody's sleeping . lol .

kay luh , don't wanna talk much later people got angry and comment stuffs that i hate . come on people , wake up ! this is my blog so its my life okay ?! your unwanted comments and your not-welcomed presence is so the not needed ! simply get lost . thanks !

I wanna kiss you
But if i do then i might miss you, babe
Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Baby three seconds is in it for my heart to quit it

ira ; doryy ; hikuii ♥

happy chinese new year & happy valetines day !

promise in the dark .

ignorance is bliss ..

don't wanna fall in love again ?

victory ! :) oooh , i want nike air max badlyyy !

desaru holidays ! ready , lets go ! :) fun~

desaru holidays ! ready , lets go ! :) fun

loving the life these days even sometimes there's something there that just wanna break me down .

i can't stand by your side and watch this life pass me by ..

i'm losing everything ..

thanks people . thanks alot :)

my guilty pleasures . i'm suffering coz of it though ..

i'm drowning . i'm confused . why ?!

welcome back to school ! *sobs*

301209 was the best day ever ! ;)

confused . i want but i don't want . why ?

puffy eyes ! gahh~

i miss you , i swear .

old ? argh !

i can't breathe . i'm shock . i didn't expect that .

jumps around in excitement :)

life is nothing without music :(

shocked , screamed in the inside :)

when i'm pissed , its not for long .

feeling down is really not the thing .

enjoying the moments with her :)

the fuckingfreaking time .

life oh life ...

welcome back to school ! sobs