today , came back from school so late , around 6.45 pm . wtf . i really need to work on my daily schedule . fuck . this is destroying myself , i realises . lol . today , watch soccer match - bedok green vs manjusri . yeay , we won ! congrats to the boys :) teehehe . happy for them . i think we won 8-0 (?) idk luh . then , went home .
omfg . i dont have any choice in my head for the second audition . fuckfuckfuck . my voice is getting worse . i cant sing already ar . haiyaa ~
indah brought her new camera . wootz ! makes me want a camera pulak . waitwait ! i want nike air max first , then camera . teehehe . can anot ? haiz ..
ohya , i've just realised that i'm going for sec 2 camp on wednesday . fuck . i damn lazyyy . haiyaa . i'd rather stay home . gee ..
hearing your voice just makes me miss you again and i'm looking back again to the past . damn it . i have to keep moving forward . well , it was you that came up with the choice of avoiding me so do you think i should give a damn ? i dont think so coz i really dont give a hell damn about it . why should i care for people that doesnt care about me ? the real fact is , i do care for you but i'm trying my best not to even look at you coz you suck , you made a stupid decision . we can still be friends . you are the one who have to control your feelings . fuck . you're really pissing me off .. i don't ask for you to fall for me . i've said this twice . i'm sick and i'm tired . i just want you to disappear from my sight everytime i bumps into you . or to be fair , i would be teleported to other places when i'm about to bump into you so that we don't have see each other and you can even forget my name . hell yeah but life just isn't fair at times . the times when we're good together , i can hardly see you around but when we're not really in good terms , i often see your damn face around . whyy ?!
okay , i'm just trying to let out my feelings . teehehe . kaykay , done here . bye hunneys ! :)
-the feeling of love sucks as you love someone at first and when you experiences rejection , you will tend to hate that person which is totally unfair as you can't blame others but yourself ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~
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