currently , just thinking of things which are best left unknown . lol . today went for cny rehearsal , went off early coz ada tuition . tak guna , tuition like 1 hour left gytu . wtf .
the contestants of bgss idol were super damn good i tell you ! its gonna be tough . look , being in top 3 is really not in my mind coz after today , i don't think i would make it . wow .. fuck man . i feel small by then .. :(
okay , everything changes by today . its like , i brand new life . wtf . there's a bad and good thing . good thing/ or maybe not : -insertname- started talking again and do what he always does which freaks me out till now . like omg ! so suddenly and i thought its like i'm dreaming . i almost asked someone to pinch me which is not needed coz ..
the bad thing : that -insertnamebitch- began to be harmful to me . she already started to sentuh me . she pulled my mouth to the back which i tell you , i swear it hurts so badly !i almost cried , which i didn't . lol . fuck her . and next , she like kinda pull my face using her whole palm which hurts too . omg , is this only the beginning ?. if it is , i'm telling you i wont be able to tolerate . i won't fight back as i know i have to respect you as you are older than me but please , by doing that , its really testing my patience which really , i don't wanna take any actions coz for me , you're my friend ..
okay , i'm just one small girl that is unable to fight back . i'm timid . i just don't have the guts . i don't wanna fight . i'll do it if i'm forced to . so please , don't make me do it coz i super duper hate it !
me and nurindah had water fight in class just now . like wtf . my culottes were wet as if i have wet dreams -.- and her b***s were wet too ! gagaga ! so fun ~ and she's so cute !!
i need to improve my eng suckas ! kay , bye .
-some things are better left unknown ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~
Labels: stop bringing me down .
