early in the morning , already cried . whatthefuck kaaan ? and then , i failed my math test badly ! fuck to the coreee ! 3/20 . anyone can beat that ? zzzzzomg . i studied hard for it and this is what i get ? fuck .
oh , and life today is full of vulgarities in me . sorry friends if i threw it at you . haiyy ..
after school , i went home straight and then to tuition . went home at 8 just now . reached home and then , something happened . haiyy . until this very minute , i feel so fucked up !!! gahh !
why does guys change partners like they change clothes ? why does guys got bored of girls like they got bored of their shirts ? why is it boys always leave girls when they found a better one ? and get back to them when they realise that we girls are the ones they need ?
why does girls always been dumped ? why does girls always be the victim ? why does girls even waited for the guy and willing to accept them back after what've been done to them ? its for you guys to think .
is it wrong for me to give way and sacrifice for a friend ? she loves you and so do i . i just don't wanna be selfish . i'm letting you go even if it hurts and even if i feel so fucked up . i know time will heal it . she's a friend and you're the one i love . i'm stuck , i hope you understand it . i do love you but i'm doing this as i feel that i've been a very bad person towards you . i hope that soon , i get the news that you and her are together and you guys last long . i'm happy if you guys are ..
haiyy .. yesterday prayed that today's gonna be a better day but what did i get ? a fucking harsh day . gahhh !
i'm leaving already . bye :(
p/s : i have a karangan competition tomorrow . zzzzzzzomg .
-i'm trying to act like i'm fine but i'll never be right . what am i without you ? i have to do this even if it hurts . i'm telling everyone that i'm already starting to move on but the real fact is that i'm still stuck here , drowning and waiting for a rescue ..
ira ; doryy ; hikuii ~
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