i really don't know whats wrong with me today .. i'm confused . i'm angry . i'm easily pissed off . i fucking hate today . i don't know what causes this but i felt really hurt . idk about what !! how i wish i can express it out , put them into words and tell indah or ally or tiqa about this but i can't . thats the problem . i want to scream my hearts out !! argh !!! hate today , hate today , hate today !
kay , since i'm angry at dont know what , let me just summarise about today . went to school this morning , met ally , liyana and other friends . first thing , play the piano . then , sit around with the sec 3s . ikhsan and aikel so hawt . lol , wadever . abit weird looking at the guys wearing long pants though . went to classroom . that crazy bitch went into our class to take over our form teacher since he's absent . then , idk what happen . what i hate that this year's classroom no balcony . fuck ! and thank god jannah didn't came and spoil my day but today's mood just spoil everything even with or without her so if she's coming back , i don't think i would really mind .
after school , don't know go where with aikel , aliyah , indah , hatim , farid , azhar , ikhsan , nisa , zaid , tamimi ..
argh ! i really don't feel like talking . oh , maybe i'll not be updating my blog for some time . i want to concentrate on my studies . so , if its officially dead , i'm sorry . i'll try to update during the weekends .
bye . sorry for my stupid update today .
if you hate looking at me , then don't look ! i also don't want to be hated and be called insultive names . thanks though !
i can't breathe yesterday .. i cried . i'm dying slowly ..
-separuh jiwaku pergi ..
ira : doryy : hikuii ~
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