That's the fact that you love me ,baby .

hello everyone !! i'm here , again ! hehe . can i share something that i wrote . its kinda long . if you don't wanna read , just ignore kayy ...

boy , i'm just telling you.it's okay if you ignore it but i just wanna say my last words .boy , i love you !! you're the first guy i love and i can feel it deeply as if it was a true love.i don't wanna let go that moment but i guess i was forced to.your sweet words,sweet moment that you gave to me was rather poisonous and it's killing me day by day ! it's killing me faster when i see you having your new beloved one by your side .it's not gonna be me anymore .i'm dying! you might as well take a gun and shot it in my head ...
the boy i used to love is now gone .. GONE FAR !! no more by my side . no more sweet words . no more sweet moments . just dull days waiting for me ahead . everyday,i felt something's missing and i realised that it was you ! . every night , i cried , thinking of you .. i thought that i was treated unfairly . i'm searching for my wrong-doings but i just can't find it and i just don't understand ! however , i just have to accept this fate , fate that i've lost you .fate that you're gone with your loved one, leaving me all alone ! i can't stop my tears .. help me , i'm simply lost ! i hust wanna tell you : don't come to see me again .i'm afraid that your presence will make my dried wound will wet with blood again . i don't want our history to repeat once again . i don't wish to put my heart , soul , love and sacrifices for you again coz i noe it will be wasted away ..

how ?? okayy ? touching kans ? i noe ... hehehe . syahmi tk datang and tk message aku .. haixx
btw ,, pgi tadi ,, aku tegur khai ,, for da very first time !! hehe . he's cute ! he's mine ! hehehe . (:

actually ,, nothing much to tell about today . just that tomorrow i got to school wearing dat old uniform but i'm so gonna bring my red shirt . long time never wear lahs . haha ! i miss him . u should noe who i mean ..(:

faisal !! kau buat sapuan kat aku ,, saket tau !!! bengkak sikit . nk buat sapuan tk payah kat aku kan?? wallau weyy . haiyya ! crazy little rascals ..

ehhs ,, i'm really short la seyy . i walk with my frens ,, i'm almost da shortest . hehe .

anything else i miss ? i guess da lawyer's job is done here . so , i'll see you when i see you ? okayy ! i love you darliings !

~eyy ,, jangan nk step cute la ehh ? orang tinggi mcm kau klau step cute ,, tk jadi la ehh !
~orang pendek mcm aku je bole . hehe . i'm proud to be short !!
~jangan poser okayy ?!!
~khai's mine !!!(: